Confession

Chapter 43

Varyan
  VINISHA

"I think I should tell him." I say to Meera over phone call.

"Tell him what?" She asks.

"That, Confession De'Noblians account is mine. I'm the one behind that account. And that... I knew about his feelings way long before."

"Are you sure?" She asks. "You know... I'm just thinking how will he react to this."

I'm pacing around my room because of this tension. "That's what I'm also worried about. What if he gets angry on me... that I hid this truth from him."

"Remeber how I reacted when you told me about this?" She chuckles.

"This is Aryan we are talking about." I groan and grip my phone tightly.

She stops chuckling. "Okay.... okay... I understand. Well... first of all he will be shocked if you reveal this to him. Then...."

"Then....?" I ask while biting my fingernail.

"Then... maybe... he will feel sad that you hid this truth from him. Or.... there is also 50% chances that he will forgive you and will move on without any complains."

"Mummyyy" I groan and sit back on my bed.

"I don't know... I mean there is 50-50 chances. I'm not a future predictor who can tell you how he will react."

I sigh deeply as this feeling of hiding a truth from him pricks my heart.

I feel bad because I had already knew what his feelings are about me. And all these months he thought that I don't have a single clue about his feelings. He never said anything, just cried silently because of the fear of losing me.

He was scared of confessing me and thought that I will not reciprocate his feelings. That's why he secretly confessed his feelings on my Instagram page.

Ofcourse he will feel betrayed after knowing the truth that I knew everything about his feelings and never uttered a word about this.

Because of which he suffered.

He got jealous, hurt even went possessive. Things turned awkward between us because I was confused about my feelings. I didn't expressed myself which led him almost stepping back from my life.

Now, I have a chance. I mean... yes, we both are together. He will not get angry. No, he can't get angry on his Cookie. I just have to explain him everything. Make him understand everything.

I'm sure he will forgive me.

"Hello! Vini! Why are you silent? Say something." I hear Meera's voice which snaps me out of my thoughts.

"I'll tell him everything." I declare. "But... I'm scared." I pout sadly.

"Vini, no one's forcing you. It's not so important to tell him...."

"Ofcourse it's important. He should know about this." I interrupt her.

"Listen, I'm just telling that.... he wanted you, and now he has you. I mean... this is what you both wanted in the end and it happened. So, now it doesn't matter what happened in the past. Just leave it. Don't burn your head because of all this."

"But still..." She continues. "If you will feel lighter after telling him everything then you can do that. Just don't be nervous."

I bite my lip as my eyes start watering. "It's just.... I wanted him to.... propose me. I wanted him to express his feelings right in front of me. That's why I never told him about my feelings." I sniff. "I started liking him when he sent me his confession on Instagram."