Confession

Chapter 50

Heartbreak
VINISHA

"Fuck!" He mutters and closes the door behind. He hurriedly walk towards me and kneels in front of me. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, Vini." He take my hands in his. "You are crying because of me? I'm so sorry. I didn't know that you were crying because of all this."

Before I could say something, Meera frees my hands from his hold and scowls, "Just go away. Why are you here? You'll make her cry even more while being here."

He sighs desperately and says, "Meera please can you give us few minutes? I need to talk to Vini."

"You yelled at her for no reason. She tried so many times to make it up to you and apologize but you always ignored her." She complains.

He sighs again. "Meera, please. I need to talk to her. Can you please go out and give us some privacy?" He pleads.

She huffs angrily. "Fine!" She stands and goes out of the bedroom, closing the door behind.

As she goes out, Aryan sits beside me. I nervously fidget my fingers and look down.

"Vini" He whispers softly. "I... I'm sorry."

I tug my lips down as I hear him saying sorry. Tears start flowing out of my eyes and I cry silently with my head bowed.

"Hey..." He gently cups my face with his one hand. "I'm so sorry I shouted at you."

I sob and grip my knees tightly.

"Vini... please." He lean towards me and wipe my tears. "I'm so sorry baby." He embraces me into a hug.

I cry hard and push him away which shocks him. I look away and continue crying.

He instantly kneels in front of me. "Vini, please don't cry. I can't see you crying like this. Please. I'm such an idiot. Do one thing." He says and takes my hand. "Slap me, hit me, punch me, kick me. I shouted at you no, punish me. Slap me, Vini. Slap me." He slaps himself with my hand. But I pull off my hand.

I wipe off my tears and avoid his eyes on me. "Vini... please say something." He touches my knees. "Your silence is killing me."

I still don't speak anything.

"Vini, I'm sorry. Please say something. Do... do you not... want me here?" He stammers.

I meet his gaze and see nervousness and guilt in his eyes. I sniff and slightly shake my head.

"Cookie" He whispers and tucks my hair strands between my ear. "I'm such an asshole." He mutters. "I promised you that I will never vent out my anger on you but..." He takes a deep breath. "I feel so bad. I'm so sorry I couldn't control my anger." He closes his eyes and sighs deeply. "I'm really sorry." He whispers and lays his forehead on my lap.

I continue sobbing. "Don't you like me anymore?" I mumble.

He lifts his head and shakes his head. "No, it's not like that. I'll never dislike you. I like you, Vini. I still do. My feelings for you will never fade."

"Then... why... why did you hurt me?" I speak in my broken voice.

He closes his eyes in guilt then opens them. "I... I never meant to hurt you like this. I was angry. I was jealous. I couldn't hold myself seeing you with some other boy."

"I... was just... helping. I'm sorry.... for defying you." I lower gaze.

He take my hands in his and says, "No, don't apologize. It wasn't your fault. I shouldn't have shouted on you. I should have understood you."