Confession

Chapter 6

Being Introvert
VINISHA

I returned from my school in the afternoon. Took a shower. Had my lunch. Did my homework. Listened to music. Then, at night, I did my dinner. Watched TV. And now, I'm ready to go to bed. This is my daily routine. My after school routine. Boring, right?

I laid down on my bed and was looking at the ceiling wondering how boring my life has become. School was so exciting till 10th grade because of course I was able to see Rohan. But now I don't have anyone to admire at school.

Crushing on someone is indeed interesting. You get a reason to maintain your school attendance record. 

But now, I don't have any reason to go to school daily. But still, I'm punctual. 

Sometimes I think I should have confessed to Rohan. The worst he could have said was 'NO'. At least I could have got a feeling of satisfaction that I confessed. Now I'm regretting.

This is the problem. We introverts can't confess our feelings to others. Kushal was right.

We just let the things go out of our hands. We don't even try to make more efforts. We think about other people's feelings first. What if he gets annoyed? What if he finds me boring? What if he rejects me? These are the first thoughts that pops in our mind.

Before the other person rejects us we reject ourself on our own. We suppress our feelings and regret throughout the life about confessing.

I lost my chance but Kushal do have a chance. The problem is, he is not confident enough to confess his feelings.

I wonder there must be many students in our school who are introvert and can't speak to their crushes. They don't try to make any conversation. They just watch them from afar and blush like an idiot.

There must be some solution to this. I mean obviously in One-sided Crush you can't expect something from the other person or from the future. But at least confess, let the feelings out. Or else, you will regret about it throughout your life. 

But then we think about the aftermath. 'NO' this small word can bring a lot of impact in our life. Many don't confess because they don't want to hear it. If we hear this word from the one whom we admire the most then we break and we shatter into pieces. 

There should be some way to sort out this problem. Where one can confess without hearing 'NO' and also their crushes will get to know that there is someone in this world who secretly admires them the most.

I have an Idea! Instagram. I'm not on Instagram but I do know about it. It is kind of a platform where you can show your that side of yours which you don't show others in real life. This is the major difference between online & offline worlds.

What if I create an account where one can confess their feelings to others without acknowledging themselves. I mean they won't reveal their name or identity but at least they will let their feelings out of their heart.

Ok! So I'm doing this. I am finally opening my Instagram Account.

● Author's Note ●

This Chapter was especially meant for Introverts like me. Did you'll liked it?

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