Confession

Chapter 45

My Boy
VINISHA

School romance.

Almost everyone of us wish to experience this kind of romance once in our life.

Some are lucky to find their love mate in their school itself. And some are not so lucky. They spend their teenage life all alone without any experience of love and relationships.

Even I had thought that I will never get to experience school romance in my life. But no, my wish to experience school romance is finally fulfilled by Bunny.

We have already completed three months of our relationship. Keeping our relationship a secret from people is tough.

There's always this fear I have of getting caught in school. I try my best to act like a normal friend with Aryan. But he, he so clingy with me.

He always sits with me on the first bench or makes me sit with him on the last bench. Whenever I write notes and try to concentrate on the lessons, Aryan instantly interlocks his hand with mine under the desk.

He says that he loves holding my hand all the time. He finds them soft.

He always wants me close to him. Whether we are sitting in classroom, walking around the school or standing in the assembly ground during prayer.

He don't even allow me to travel in rickshaws. Every morning he picks me up from my house, then again in the afternoon he drops me back on his bike. Same thing with the tuition also. He says that now he is my personal driver.

He always stays with me during lunch time. In computer class he sits beside me and even follows me to the library just to see me reading.

He follows me everywhere, except girls washroom.

I always scold him, not to follow me everywhere and behave like a normal friend. But no, instead he pouts like a kid and says that he can't stay away from me.

I'm afraid if he continues doing this then, everyone will find out about our relationship. And I don't want to be the centre of attention.

Some of the girls even glare at me and gossip about mine and Aryan's friendship.

I don't have many friends. It's always been Meera. My one & only best friend. Most of the girls think that I'm boring and not suitable for their group. And others think that I don't talk to people because I'm an arrogant girl as I've the title of school topper.

Now, those girls have even started bitching about me behind my back.

"I don't know why Aryan is always with her?"

I stiff as I hear two girls talking on the other side of the shelf.

"Yeah, and you know she always comes to school with Aryan and they both also leave together after school." The other girl says.

They haven't noticed my presence on the other side of the book shelf.

"Huh, maybe Aryan is just playing around with her. Just like Rohan use to do. Use & throw, that's one of the talents, these bad boys have."

"But still these bad boys have our heart." They both starts giggling.

"Let's go to the washroom. I want to do some touch up." One of them says.

"Okay, let's go." They both walk out of the library.

I tug my lips down as tears form in my eyes. I hold the books in the shelf as my support. I won't deny that all those years Rohan made me feel like a use & throw item.