Confession

Chapter 59

★ Songs in this chapter :
   ● 'Yad' English version by Vanna Rainelle
   ● 'People' by Libianca

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Part Your Lips
VINISHA

A/N: Chapter includes sexual content!

Accountancy is the subject I love the most. But at the same time, I hate it the most.

This love-hate relationship between me and Accountancy is equal. Because this subject never misses the chance of giving me a headache.

This subject has also given me limelight and has tagged me with the title 'The topper of Accounts'.

It's true that I always bring the highest marks in exams but that doesn't mean that everyone is gonna burden me with their expectations.

From past half an hour I'm trying to solve this comprehensive numerical but the debit and credit side have decided not to come equal at my every attempt.

I'm fucked up!

Now, I'm having doubts if I'll be able to score good marks in Accountancy or not.

In pre boards I just got 59/80 in Accounts. That was the biggest shock I ever got. I had solved each & every question. To be honest in some of the balance sheets I didn't even calculated the amounts of assets. I only calculated liabilities and wrote the same amount in the total of assets. I did that only to save my time.

I thought Ma'am will ignore that. But No! She didn't! I don't know how she checked my paper. She could have atleast given me 60.

And then, when we met in the Graduation ceremony, she told me that she is expecting 90+ marks from me.

Everyone thinks that topper students don't face any problem in studies. Why? Because they are topper. They know everything.

It's not at all true.

We do face many problems. Half filled stomach, sleepless nights and hours of studies. No one knows how much struggle and efforts we do.

We do get appreciation from everyone. We do get higher positions also. But when our percentage drops down by one or two. Then everyone starts blaming us. They all turn upside down and starts taunting us. This not only demotivates us but also rises the burden of expectation on our head.

Wait!

Why am I discussing my academic problems?

I was solving this numerical but now I'm talking to myself in the middle of the night. It has become my habit now. I always find the midnight to discuss my life problems with myself.

I sigh and focus back on the sum. Few minutes later, I groan in frustration as I again miss out something to add in the amounts.

"Ahhh!!! I don't wanna solve it!" I throw the pen on my table and angrily close my notebook and textbook.

That's when my phone starts ringing. I rise from my chair and walk to my bedside table where my phone was charging.

I pick it up and see Meera's name flashing.

I receive her call and say, "Hello!"

"Happy Birthday Babe!!"

I furrow my brows in confusion and look up at my wall clock. The time was 12'o clock.

"It's my birthday?"

"Yesss!!"  I gasp hearing Meera's shout. "Are you so engrossed in accounts that you even forgot your birthday? It's 17th March today." She giggles.