Pretend

Chapter 62

Torreys POV:

I never felt so nervous before in my life. I finally told her the truth that I have been holding in for months.

"I would never want to do anything that would get you in trouble especially with Chris-"

"Fuck Chris" I breathed out as I press my lips against hers. Soft moans escape her lips as she presses both her hands on my cheek. Her grip was hard as she didn't want to let me go.

I touch ever part that I missed from her. Kissed ever part I wanted to kiss. I move my hands to her waist as I feel her lean higher from her seat and get on top of me.

I press the chair back to give us pass as her weight presses against my wound, making me grunt a little.

"You could handle it"

Her soft words made me smile as she sealed it with a kiss stronger then before.

I move my hand up her body touching the outer layer of her bra. I open my eyes seeing the windows get cloudy as I see people stare at the black tinted window as they walk past.

She leans back and heads back to her seat. She starts the car and drives to the parking lot. She parks the car and stops the engine.

She stares at her steering wheel, and her breathing becomes hesitant. Like she was scared. "Liv-" she swallows my words with her lips. Her nails press against my shoulders and she gets on top of me.

Her hands shake as she tries to unbutton my shirt, but I press my hand onto hers as her breathing becomes steady.

I start to hear buzzing come from her pant. She releases her hold from my hand and takes her phone out and I see that it's Julian, her mom calling her.

I could feel her heart start beating fast against my chest. "This- this... we can't" she breathed out as she opens the door and leaves. I get out of the car and see her walking back to the apartment.

"LIV" she stops walking. "It was never a mistake. YOU were never a mistake for me" my eyes start to burn as I could feel myself slipping.

I know what I want. And it's her. I love her. I love her so hard that it hurts knowing that my love for her would hurt her relationship with her mom.

"And I'm sorry. I'm sorry... for loving you. I love you, Liv" my body freezes as she stood still. She gasped and slowly turned to me.

"So we are in this together rather you like it or not. That's all that matters"

She clenched her jaw as tears fell down her eyes. She takes a step closer to me, and the step becomes steps as I walk to her as well.

Our lips crashed against each other, as our tongue fought for dominance. Her fingers went through my hair as her breathing became hot.

She leans back as she presses her hands on my shirt pulling me close but she leans back.

Our breathing becomes loud and I hear a car drive by which makes us let go of each other. I wipe my lip waiting for the car to drive by but it stays.

It stays longer then a minute which makes me look at it. The door opens and to my surprise I see Nick. He seemed dressed for an occasion.

He stood in the middle between us and infront of us. "Liv" he whispered with a sense of hurt. "How- how did you find me?"

"You left your location on. I wanted to make sure you were okay" he shows his phone as he steps close. "But it seems like your occupied, so I leave" he awkwardly smiled as he walked back to his car.

"Nick WAIT" she breathed out as she tried walking to him bug I grab her wrist pulling her inch closer to me . "Torrey please" her voice breaks as she couldn't look at my eyes.

I know she wants this. I know she wants me. She's just scared and her fear is taking over everything.

"Torrey" she whispered as I felt my grip against her wrist. I let go. "I'm-I'm sorry. I didn't mean too-"

"I know" she leans close to me and sneakily places her hand on my right hand. "I just need time.. I hope you will understand" she caresses my hand as I didn't want her to let go but I knew that how hard this must be for her.

Considering her mom in this fucked up situation. She pulls something out of her pocket which is a key. "For the car" she whispered as I take the key. She then leans up and pecks my cheek then heads to his car.

I watch her walk over as he opens the door for her. He catches my eye and glares at me before heading to his side.

I watch the car start and drive away. I headed back to the dorm feeling my heart ache against my chest. Even though it was just a peck, somehow I felt some reassurance.

I may be in a denial or delusional but the idea of her being with me is the only thing getting me through.

I love her.