Today marks my 4th hormonaversary, 4 years on hormones that is. When I started hormones I didn't care how rocky and uncertain my life was, I was just determined to begin transitioning.
Now everything is stable, I'm in charge of my life, finally. I have the reigns and I'm deciding what I want for my transition with the full support of my partner, who I will name this time. Her name is Ashton. She was a good friend in high school and afterwards we became a couple. Things didn't work out back then. I was pre-transition and pushed all the greatest people away because I hated myself. Now I'm transitioning and cruising through life with experience and comfort as to who I am and what I want. Our relationship is the healthiest I've ever been in and I can honestly say she's a fantastic partner.
I do want vocal surgery and I know that's the next step in my transition. I believe she'll support me but there are always complications and I have responsibilities now so there are those factors to consider. Which is enough to make anyone feel concerned. It's what I want though. I feel so uncomfortable with my voice and it just feels unnatural to me.
I've always been an introvert. Perhaps it stems from my neurodivergence. I have been working very hard to socialise with others this year. I'm trying to spread my wings in the local queer/rainbow community and meet new people, feel comfortable talking to them and creating a new social network for myself. Trust me, it's been a real challenge!
Anyway that's all for now. I just wanted to update my followers on how my transition and life is going. I hope you're all doing well yourself and please, if you ever need any advice from a trans girl. Hit me up in the comments!
Love ya'll,
Jane
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Diary of a Trans Girl: The Revival Of The Diary
Non-Fictionmy second attempt at writing a diary. Without the conflict I caused by my first. the inner thoughts and feelings of a trans girl as she goes through her day to day life
