Saturday October 5th 2024

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I'm so frustrated and burnt out from these school holidays that I can't even bring myself to write about it without going off on a rant and throwing a tantrum.

So I'll bring up some things that have been on my mind instead.
As my readers know, I'm at an intersection with my career and with my passions.

I'm looking into becoming a mentor and doing a justice of the peace course so I can become one. I'd love to be able to assist trans folks as a JP. I have this idea of setting up days where I go to different suburbs of the city and do official signings as a JP to assist the trans community with Validating their name changes.

It's only a voluntary role and to keep it you aren't allowed to be paid or receive any gifts in return. I wouldn't want anything in return though as helping the trans community would be enough for me.

My blood sugars have been a bit wonky lately, I'm fairly certain that's from burn out though. You see, diabetics and type one diabetes especially, become tired easier and can burn out much faster than non-diabetics.

I'm waiting on some references so I can see about doing some office work in the city. Being a type one with several other health concerns, I can only work part-time without the worry of burnout. Bringing more money in would be of huge assistance in my life with Ashton. Thanks to her assistance and smart thinking, I'm almost out of debt which is a huge relief as it is. Now we're starting to save money which is something I've never been very successful with. Being neurodivergent I've always struggled staying afloat. In past relationships, I've pawned things just to have enough money for the next meal. But in the year and a half that I've been with Ashton, I've not had to do that once.

It's nice to focus on the positives when I feel so run down right now. I feel drained and frustrated but I know that things will improve in the next few days.

TTFN (Ta ta for now)
-Jane

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