All I Need- (gxg)

CHAPTER 24-NIGHTMARE

BELLA'S POV:

"YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY.....YOU ARE GOING TO ROT IN HELL!" he screamed at me punching the steering. "I LOVE HER.....ARE YOU TOO BLIND TO SEE THAT," I screamed back at him clutching my chest.

Suddenly everything vanished and he was bloody now and he came closer to me. "Your sins killed me and my mother," he smiled creepily. "No...no...no," I sobbed. "NOOOO...NOOOOOOOOO....PLEASE I'M SORRY," I screamed clutching my chest in pain.

"BELLA! BELLA! MY DARLING WHAT'S WRONG?!?!" I felt someone shake me roughly. Tears still pouring out of my eyes, I slowly opened them and saw Rose with a concerned face. "Are you okay?" she asked me.

ROSE'S POV:

"Are you okay?" I asked her still worried. Must be a bad nightmare. Sobbing hysterically, she hugged. Quickly tightening my arms around her, I rocked the both of us. "Shhhh I'm here. You are safe with me love. I'm here darling," I whispered kissing her forehead. After a while, I felt her calming down in my embrace. "Do you want to talk about it, love?" I asked while running my fingers through her hair soothingly.

"Mhm," she said pulling away slowly and sat on the bed. She took my hands and squeezed it while looking at me with her puffy eyes. My heart tugged at the sight of her. It almost pained me to see her like this.

BELLA'S POV:

"Ummm, it's just I always get the same nightmare," Rose kissed my hands and squeezed them. Breathing through my mouth shakily, "Nana, my grandma said my father was a very nice guy. But shortly after giving birth to me, my mother left him for another guy. After that, Nana said my father changed completely. He hated me so much. Growing up, I was always with Nana. He loved Noah though. While I was left alone to think why I don't deserve both of my parents love. I was living for my Nana. She was my world. My father loved Nana too. But one day, Noah came out to us and left the house for his boyfriend knowing that my father was not very happy about it. I realized my father was very homophobic. Though, with courage I came out as a lesbian to my Nana on my 16th birthday without realizing my father overheard our conversation. He started to scream and blame me saying that I influenced Noah into committing the sin of homosexuality. Unlike my father, Nana was very supportive. She told me that she only care about my happiness and encourage me to be who I am. Unfortunately, she passed away due to a major stroke shortly after I came out. Both, my father and I was heartbroken but he chose to blame me for my Nana's sudden death. He said my sins made god take away Nana from us as a punishment. If you noticed, the relationship Noah and I have is not similar to what an ordinary siblings would have because Noah didn't check on me even though he knew how my father is like. Noah abandoned me. Noah was selfish. I went through hell living with my father for a year after my Nana passed away. On the last day of high school, he picked me up from school and he was furious because he found out about my girlfriend named Joanne. We were having a huge fight in the car and suddenly everything blacked out. I opened my eyes to find myself lying on a hospital bed. Noah told me our father passed away in the car crash. But I can't remember how our car crashed. Joanne was in the hospital to check on me too but she broke up with me the next day saying she found someone better. Ever since that happened, Noah became my guardian and he felt guilty for what he did while I'm still living with that pent up traumas. Very often, I get nightmares about my father saying I killed Nana. Sometimes I get panic attacks from those nightmares because everything seems like it happened yesterday even though it happened almost 6 years ago," I said without meeting Rose's eyes.

I felt her fingers slowly lifting my chin up. Her face held an unreadable expression. If this was someone else, I would've brushed off this topic because I fear being vulnerable around people. But this was Rose, something about this felt right like I don't mind being vulnerable around her. Opening up my wounded heart to Rose somehow made me feel better. It almost felt like a huge weight have been lifted off my shoulders.

"Thanks for telling me all of this. I appreciate that you had the courage to open up to me. I will not say anything about your father. But your Nana lived for you. You made her happy. I know she's watching you from the sky. She loves you, Bella. We will get through this together. Your father was hurt but that doesn't mean what he did to you was fair. You deserve better, love," Rose said quietly and gave a small kiss on my nose. Wiping the freshly fallen tears from my cheeks, she kissed my lips gently.

"Nana also said you are the one for me.....in my dreams. The day after Ariel passed away," I said in a quiet whisper almost inaudible. Rose went speechless her eyes widening in surprise and she blushed so much. She cupped my face maintaining the eye contact and said "Nana is right. You are one of the blessings god gave me. I will keep you forever as mine. I promise Nana that I will take care of you, Bella." 

I know we are taking this too fast but I believe Rose is the one for me.

"We will figure everything out once your finals are over okay?" Rose told me while smiling at me brightly. Nodding my head to show my agreement. "Let's take a warm shower Rose," I said. WHAT?!?!?!I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT. OH NO GOD! MAYBE I SHOULD STOP SAYING WHATEVER THAT COMES TO MY MIND. SHOOT!

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