CHAPTER 37-TRUTH HURTS

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ROSE'S POV:

Sunlight burning my eyes, I groaned while trying to hide from the source of light. My muscles tensed when I heard another groan beside me. I blinked a few times to make sure I wasn't dreaming. My heart started to beat wildly. Is that Emma? I don't remember anything I was way too drunk last night.

Slowly breathing out, I turned my head to look beside me...

BELLA'S POV:

I heard Rose groaning which made me let out an annoyed groan. I sat up and closed my eyes for a while. I heard a gasp and turned my head to look beside me. Rose's eyes bulged out of her skull while her hand covered her mouth. Why is she so shocked? Oh yeah, I forgot that we are not on good terms. Plus she was mad drunk last night. Most importantly, she is in a bed with me in my clothes.

I pinched her arms and that made her jump a little while yelping. "Before you ask anything. You came here drunk and I helped you because it was raining so much and I couldn't send you back. Nothing happened. I helped you change your clothes because I didn't want you to catch fever. I'm not heartless like you Rose. I know how to be kind even though you don't deserve any of that from me. Now, I'm going to make breakfast," I said without a pause trying to show that I'm annoyed and still angry at her.

Rose opened and closed her mouth like a fish but sighed instead. She dropped her head and was fidgeting with her fingers.

Without wasting a single minute around her, I walked out of the guest bedroom. I can't stand being in the same room as her. It brings me flashbacks of her and Emma. Pinching the bridge of my nose, I sighed in frustration. My kept wondering about what she said last night. But she was drunk last night and I have trust issues. I walked to the fridge grabbing the milk. I poured myself a glass and heard the guest room door closing shut. I poured milk in another glass. I sipped mine, feeling the cold milk refresh my tastebuds. I saw Rose taking a seat beside me but I didn't look at her. I pushed the other glass to her. She grabbed it hesitantly and took a few sips. She mumbled a barely audible 'thanks'.

Nodding my head, I took another sip to avoid the increasing tension between us. I squeezed the glass so hard my knuckles turned white when I felt her grabbing my hand. "Please listen to me love. I can explain everything that happened. Don't ignore me please love. Hear me out this time. I will leave you alone for the rest of my life. Please love, give me a chance to talk to you," she pleaded while caressing my hand. I felt my eyes tearing up. Finally, with the last bit of courage I looked at her. Tears were streaming down her face, her lips were shaking. It's been months since I paid this much attention to her. 

She tugged my hand and gave me a pleading look. Feeling wetness in my cheeks, I stood up pulling my hand away from her. "Do you know how it felt when I saw you with Emma? Can you imagine the pain you caused me? It felt like my heart is being ripped to pieces Rose. I have so much feelings for you. Am I not enough for you? What does she have that I don't? F*CKING HER FEELS GOOD? BETTER THAN WHAT WE HAD? ANSWER ME ROSE. ANSWER ME!" I cried in agony. Months of pent up pain started bursting out. I cried my heart out walking closer to her. "ANSWER ME DAMMIT!" I hit her chest multiple times.

She cried unable to answer my questions. I kept on hitting her chest until she pulled me in and hugged me. I was too weak to fight back so I just cried in her chest. She was crying too. We both cried our hearts out. 

'Ding dong' the door bell rang which made me realize I was crying on her chest. With all the strength I had, I pushed her away wiping my face off harshly and stood up.........



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