ROSE'S POV:
I was staring into space, just finished my last class of the day. I checked the time and it was 2 pm.
Rubbing my temples, I kept thinking about this morning. How Bella is one of my students now? I was in pure shock when I first saw her. I thought I was just hallucinating. But it was actually really happening.
The feelings I felt for her when I first saw her made this situation more complicated. Plus, I have to ignore these feelings because they will never happen. Great, now seeing her every day won't do any good to me!
Leaning on my chair, my eyes suddenly caught the note she gave me a few hours ago. Swallowing the lump in my throat, I feared that she doesn't want to be in my class or she wants to change to another lecturer because she heard that I was intersex.
I'm pretty sure everyone is disgusted by me and I don't blame them because sometimes it feels like it is my fault even though it's not. I've never loved myself and accept the hateful words people tell me every day. I deserve it.
Reaching, my hands took the note and opened it. The initial fear of Bella might be disgusted by me quickly vanished when my eyes scanned the writings. Smiling like an idiot, I continued...
"Loving yourself is tough. Waking up every day with a proud sense of who you are can feel exhausting, or even impossible. But deep down we can be the best versions of ourselves when we love ourselves fiercely and freely."
"IT IS OKAY TO BE DIFFERENT THAN OTHERS.
YOU ARE NOT UNWORTHY,
YOU ARE NOT INSIGNIFICANT,
THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE CRAFTED YOU FROM A CONSTELLATION TO PROFFER THE WORLD SOMETHING SPECIAL FROM EVERYONE ELSE.
EVERY FIBRE IN YOUR BODY COMES FROM DIFFERENT STARS.
TOGETHER, YOU ARE BOUND BY STARDUST.
SO DARLING,
WHEN YOU DOUBT HOW YOU WERE CREATED.
YOU ARE DOUBTING THE POWER OF THE UNIVERSE ITSELF.
AND THAT MY LOVE,
IS A POETRY OF PHYSICS,
THE POETRY OF YOU"
SIDE NOTE: It's not much but I hope this makes you feel better. Even though I'm a new student I still think you are a great person. Don't let haters bring you down. Have an amazing day! =)
-Bella-
At this moment, there were so many emotions running through my head. It was too overwhelming for me until happy tears started to wet my cheeks. I quickly wiped my eyes. She made me feel alive.
This is the first time I'm ever receiving a positive affirmation. Making me feel all warm and giddy. Without wasting a second, I opened my bag and kept the note inside my diary. I'm going to keep this to myself and admire it.
Bella really made my day. How can I pay her back for all these? I just want to hug her tight and never let go. Whispering ' thank you ' every day while giving her kisses. Oh no Rose, she is your student! Let's pretend I didn't say that.
Mentally shaking my inappropriate thoughts, I proceeded to complete my leftover works. I have to thank her for these but I have no idea how.
Hopefully, everything goes well tomorrow.
# This is a short chapter :')
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