BL: AIMING FOR YOUR HEART

Chapter Twelve

"Tell me what you want to do." Sebastian's whispers make him want to succumb to insanity.

What the hell is happening.

Just a few moments ago pinauuwi siya nito and now kung ano-ano na ang binubulong nito sa kaniya.

He swallowed hard but he did not speak. Ano naman ang sasabihin niya? Please master mahalin mo na rin ako?

Honestly, he wants to do the dirtiest things with Sebastian, but what can he offer? His figure is not easy to hold and is different from girls who can fit right into the arms of their partner because biologically, he is also a man.

He was confident with how he looks before since he is always complimented by girls and some guys too. But Sebastian's feature is ethereal it makes him want to imagine unreachable ecstasy, it lowers his self-view because compared to him, Sebastian is just too good to be true, but he also makes him want him more. He smells so nice too. The aftershave he has from the shower, his cold minty breath and the smell of expensive shampoo and soap perfuming his skin was so intoxicating.

Hindi niya namalayan na naihiga na siya nito sa mahabang sofa pagkatapos ay ipinatong nito ang kanang tuhod sa gitna ng mga hita niya habang ang kaliwa ay nakasayad pa sa sahig. He was touching the small of his back with his left hand while his right hand was supporting the entirety of his weight. His gray eyes look lazy, as if he wants to sleep but there is this fiery pit of thirst in the shadow of his cornea.

Nakagat niya ang pang-ibabang labi at napapikit ng dahil sa ginagawang paghagod ng binata sa kaniyang balat. From the small of his back the lad inserted his hands inside his shirt to feel his stomach. He was tracing the lines he has on his muscly abdomen, then his hands went up to his chest and exits from the neckline of his shirt to grab his neck gently. His thumb brushes the mole on the right corner of his neck while his face is approaching his waiting lips.

He closed his eyes. His heart is beating very fast that his reasoning was becoming blurrier. He wants this too.

He was waiting for his lips to touch his...

And it happened so gentle at first but it became aggressive and wet when Sebastian started playing with his tongue urging him to open his mouth. And so he did...

It was a long kiss...they were kissing until he was almost breathless but then Sebastian whispered into his face as he distanced himself the line "Breathe." Urging him to take a breath.

That's when he realized that he was so into the kiss too much that he was holding his breath for a long time.

He just stared at Sebastian's gray enticing eyes as he was catching his breath.

Is it cringe to say that having him this near feels like even if the world collapses tonight he'll still die happily? He is this madly in love with this man.

Sebastian smiled sweetly at him but he should have known the implication of those sweet alluring smile because just then, Sebastian flip him over so his back is facing him. His kisses went to his nape and then at corner of his neck.

Shi...shit.

That's when he got shit scared.

Nagmamadaling humarap siya at inilayo ang leeg niya rito. "Wa...wait."

"What?" Nagkasalubong ang mga kilay nito. His lips were so red and wet from gliding into his skin.

"Who will enter who?"

"What?" Mas lalong nagdikit ang mga kilay nito.

"I mean I have a hint that it will be me. But will it really be me?" Naduduwag na talaga siya. He heard that it hurts the first time you do it and anong mukha ang ihaharap niya sa mga kaibigan niya kung magpapabottom lang siya ngayon. Parang gusto na niyang umatras.