One way or another you are giving me a heart attack ( A One Direction Fanfic)

My sister. My best friend

TARA'S POV

Crap what the hell had I just done. I just can't stand the thought that I am part of the reason she is leaving university. Giving up her dreams. I was not angry at we just at myself but I took it out on her. I hurt her.

"hey babe you okay?"

"I need to fix this Niall. Now"

"What is stopping you?"

"I'm scared that she won't take me back"

"I think if you have a talk with Louis then you will have the confidence. I'll go get him"

Niall always knew exactly what I needed. He read me like an open book and I think that is why we are so compatible. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realise Louis walking in.

"Tara"

"sorry just in my own little world. Lou I need to fix this but what of she doesn't want it fixed"

" Tara I know for a fact that she wants this fixed. She thinks you hate her and that she is a bad best friend"

"crap. What do I say Louis?"

"I don't know but please just stop her from hurting because I can't stand to see her hurt"

"I never meant to hurt her. I'm going to talk to her"

I cautiously approached her bedroom door slowly opening it to see her on the bed crying.

"Jess?"

"oh Tara I am so so sorry I didn't mean to make it seem like your fault. I'm sorry"

"don't you dare apologise Jess. I was angry at myself because I knew that acting is your dream and now you won't be getting those qualifications and that's my fault"

"it's neither of our faults lets just stop this"

"agreed" we pulled each other into a tight hug.

"I love you jess I don't know what I would do without you"

"I love you too sis"

We stood there hugging telling each other how much we loved the other one. Both of us completely oblivious to the boys stood at the door just watching us.

We had a girls night in. Watching movies, doing makeovers etc. She eventually dropped the bomb that she was madly in love with Louis. Louis clearly has me and Niall to thank for making him do that. Eventually we returned to our boyfriends who had been patiently waiting for us all night

JESS' POV

I sorted everything with Tara. God I love that girl. It really felt like we were young teenage girls again spilling all our feelings and sharing our secrets with one another. Louis was waiting in bed for me which made me smile.

"there's that smile I love" he laughed.

"what you talking bout Tomlinson?" I snuggled into bed beside him.

" I just hate seeing you hurt because it hurts me."

He was just so caring sweet and gentle he knew how to be the perfect boyfriend. He wasn't intruding or invasive yet he was always there for me when I needed him.

" I don't want to see you hurt either"

"well lets promise to never hurt each other and make sure that nobody hurts the other one"

"I would never hurt you Louis William Tomlinson. I love you"

"I would never even dream of hurting you either. I love you too"

We stayed silent locked in each others embrace. I kissed him gently then placed my head on his chest listening to the steady beat of his heart.

He fell asleep while I lay awake staring at him. Taking in every inch of his beautiful face. Tracing his cheek bones and lips with my finger then stroking my thumb over his cheek.

Louis has been my shoulder to cry on at the moment. I couldn't help but wonder if he always the shoulder to cry on for everyone. What if he is hurt. Does he break? Or does he stay strong for everyone else? I don't want to see him broken I just wonder what it is that would break him. I hoped I wouldn't have to be there to find out. But if it happened I would fix him.