LOUIS POV
It has been one week. One whole week. We have postponed tour because all of us (especially me) are refusing to leave Jess alone. Tara has been here with her quite a lot, as for me I don't even leave her bedside unless I am forced by the nurses. What would you do if your love, your life, your world, your everything has a small chance of survival, I won't ever ever leave her side until she is safley back in my arms.
The steady beeping of her heart monitor showed that her condition had finally stabilised but the deep coma she was in gave her fewer chances. I would fight to make her better.
"Mr Tomlinson"
"Yes Dr White"
"There is a chance that she will wake up today. But with the damage to her brain that doesn't mean that her chances of survival have changed at all. Although her condtion is only getting better"
"Thank you sir"
"I'll leave you two alone again"
He left the room leaving me with my stunning girlfriend once again.
"Hey baby. Did you hear that? You are getting better. But you gotta keep trying...keep fighting. Please baby I can't do this without you. You are the only person I have ever really loved. I am nothing without you. Just please pull through this. We can have a future together. We can get married and have little children running around a beautiful house. Please you have to. I know you probably can't hear me but I have to talk to you. I am so lost without you and I need you to come back to me. I need you back in my arms again baby. I love you so much gorgeous"
I squeezed her hand hoping for a response but nothing. I buried my head in her fresh hospital gown and just cried, no sobbed. I was completley oblivious to my four band members standing at the door who had just witnessed everything.
"Lou you have to get up"
"NO HARRY. IF YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS DYING WOULD YOU GET UP AND WALK AWAY"
"No...but Lou you have barley eaten and you haven't showered in a week!"
"I'll shower when Jess can shower" I cried my voice suddenly going silent and I re-buried myself into Jess' chest. Instead of the boys trying to argue with me anymore they decided to comfort me. Haz wrapped his arm around my shoulder and rubbed soothing circles. Zayn took Jess' hand on the other side of the bed. He was killing himself about this, he thought it was all his fault, we have told him so many times that it isn't but he is really beating himself up. He kept whispering how sorry he was, how he wish he could change what happened. I don't blame him for any of this. He was drunk and his girlfriend had just left him. It happens to everyone but unfortunatley this had horrible consequences. I needed to talk to my mum.
"Hey Lou. What's up?"
"Hey Mummy. It's Jess. She's in hospital. They don't think she will live. I need you mummy" I sobbed.
"I'll come to the hospital baby but I'll have to bring the girls"
"Thats fine just get here quick"
"Okay we'll be a few hours"
"Okay bye"
"Bye baby"
I sat again by her bedside rubbing circles on the back of her hand. I gently kissed her lips hoping for a miracle but still no movement. A few hours later a very worried looking mum and distraught looking sisters came into the room.
"Hey Mummy"
"Oh Lou what happened"
"She was in a car accident with Zayn when he was drunk"
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