Being Brad's Sister

60. Scared

WARNING THINGS GET HEATED BUT NO DETAIL WILL BE WRITTEN

Emma's pov

Twitter went crazy yesterday because James and I have been spotted together holding hands in public so of course the fans had a feeling we were back together. They had hashtags trending worldwide so James and I decided to take to Twitter and confirm everything. Some eagle eyed fans noticed my ring as well so I posted a picture saying it was a promise ring and the fans loved it. They are so accepting.

It's really reassuring knowing that the fans are supporting James and I even though they don't know the reason why we broke up in the first place they are so supportive over the fact that we are back together. They really are like a massive family to us so it means a lot that they support us and I know that James feels the same if not more passionately about it.

At the moment the boys are free from the studios because they don't really have anything to do. The album is sorted and they are just waiting for it to be released and the single is being released at the beginning of next month, the tour starts in just under two months now as well. Although saying that they do have to go into the studios occasionally to sort out the track list for the concert. They were meant to be meeting the crew they will be working with on tour however the dates had to be changed for some reason so they are all meeting in a few days.

Today I am in a ridiculously lazy mood, there is no reason for it, I am just feeling lazy. I suppose it is partly because I am tired, I didn't really sleep very well last night because I kept waking up. I think I woke up about three times last night and each time it took me between half an hour to an hour to get back to sleep. Brad has gone out with some mates today and asked if I wanted to go with him but I told him I just want to stay at home today. Dad is at work so I am literally home alone but I don't mind because it is peaceful and quiet and when I am tired I like being in a peaceful, quite place because it just allows me to fall asleep if I want to.

I sit back down on the bed with my freshly made cup of tea in my hands as I watch the music video to a Calvin Harris song on my laptop. The song finishes and the next song on my YouTube playlist starts, unfortunately an unstippable advert takes over.

I sip my hot beverage while I think about the tour my brother and his band are going on. Brad and I were looking through the papers that Joe had given him earlier with all of the schedules and details. They will be really busy when they go. Obviously.

A knock on the door echoes through the house making me jump, causing me to nearly spill my drink over me, as I am not expecting anyone. Putting my tea on the bedside table I move my laptop aside and pull myself up so I can go and answer the door. Opening the front door slightly so I can see who it is I reveal James in his grey Levi's shirt and black jeans.

"Hey." I smile moving aside and opening the door more so that he can come in.

"Hey. I just fancied coming and spending some time with you before we go on tour. The lads are busy so I thought this is my opportunity to spends as much time with you as I can." He grins as he closes the door and pulls me into a hug. "Is that alright?" His voice a bit more hushed than the previous sentence.

"I knew there was a reason I felt lazy and didn't want to go out with Brad earlier." I giggle. "We were looking at your schedule for the tour and you guys are going to be so busy. You should all probably rest while you can."

"Well I can rest with you. Can't I?" He asks wearily. I nod happily.

"Of course. Let me just grab my drink from upstairs."

"I don't want you to change your plans because I'm here. What are you doing?"

"Just watching music videos on my laptop with a nice cuppa." I laugh. James takes my hand and leads me upstairs. James sits on my bed with his back against the top of the bed and his legs either side of me as my back is pushed against his stomach, the laptop sitting on our outstretched legs.