Being Brad's Sister

71. Hate

Warning: Contains strong language

Emma's pov

Two days ago we had the interview where James and I revealed that I'm pregnant. After the interview I had a relaxing evening and morning with the boys. When the boys had to go for soundtrack that afternoon, dad picked me up and I spent that evening with him.

This morning I had a long lie in and when I did eventually wake up I stayed in bed for an hour before I actually got up. Call me lazy. I've basically done nothing all morning.

Washing my plate up from the cheese toastie which I have just finished eating I dry it up, put it away then go and sit back down on the sofa in the living room with my phone in my hand. I'm so bored, there is nothing on TV, I have played games on my phone but I got bored of that and I don't have the energy to do or find something else to entertain me. Giving in to my bored I open my Twitter application. Though I said I would stay away from social media for a few days because the initial shock of the fans finding out that I am pregnant is still lingering and so I am still prone to loads of hate while the fans slowly warm to the idea of James and I becoming parents.

@TheVampsJames
The shows are so much fun you guys are great!

I know that they boys said that they don't get much time to themselves so they literally post a tweet and come on Twitter because they are so busy.

A smile crosses my face as I scroll down seeing all of the boys have posted similar things. Dean has posted a few pictures of the boys in concert along with a few random photos whereas Dean has posted anything. Noticing the '99+' sign by the notifications button my curiosity controls my body as I click on the button and start to read the tweets that I am mentioned in. Quickly realising I've made the wrong decision as it is all hate messages I continue to read the messages even though it hurts. As they say, curiosity killed the cat, right now it's killing me.

Emma is ugly. She is a slut. You're a slag. What a whore! They are going to split because James can't be a hands in dad and your the world thanks for ruining their lives! Back off bitch. You're probably lying it wouldn't surprise me if you are. I feel sorry for the boys for having to know you. You fucking lying tramp. How much are they paying you to tell us this bullshit?

The comments are really hurtful, there are worse ones the further I go down. It's just hate after hate with the odd supportive message but they are rare and hidden within all of the hate.

My heart beats harder, stomach tightens and knots itself and tears dwell in my eyes. I understand how people can be so rude and say such harsh things. It isn't like I've done anything to them so why are they doing this to me? Why are they setting out to hurt me?

As I look through the harsh tweets I notice most of them have #EmmaBullshits and #Emmatheslut. The fact that this was probably trending yesterday hurts so much. Suddenly I see a tweet that makes my breath hitch and tears to finally pour out of my eyes faster than you could say 'hate'. How could someone post a message like that? I couldn't even think anything like that let alone out it in social media!

@Jamesmabae
I hope Emma and her baby die that is if she is actually pregnant! #Emmatheslut

That is fucking out of order! That person crossed the bloody line! The other hate I can kind of deal with but this comment. No. No I can't do it. How can they? Do they have no heart? Do they hate me that much? I read the tweet again and again but it gets harder as my tears make my vision blurry. Closing Twitter I throw my phone on to the chair next to me. Bringing my knees up I burry my fave and cry harder than I have ever cried before.