Being Brad's Sister

69. Scan

Emma's pov

"Emma. I." James tries to say something but his voice is weak. I can't believe they heard me saying that. It just came out. It swear I didn't mean it. Sure the cramps annoy me but I don't want this baby gone! With the tears now streaming down my face as though someone has turned some taps on I leap off my head. I run into my boyfriend's arms. James holds me close to him, his head resting against me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." I cry. James slowly shifts causing me to walk backwards with him. We sit in my bed while he continues to hug me and I continue to cry into his shirt. "I-I-I d-didn't mean to."

"Shh it's okay Em." James rocks me back and forth. "Calm down its okay." I glance up at him but even through my teary eyes I can see his colourless face causing me to cry harder. "Emma its okay I know you didn't mean it just calm down babe." He comforts me.

"How can you be so cool about this?" I stutter through my sobs.

"Because I know you didn't mean it. Calm down and you can tell us what's going on." I try to calm down but it doesn't work as more tears leave my eyes. I hate my life right now!

After a decent cry, letting out a load of emotions I didn't even know I had cooped up inside of me I calm down and take a deep breath. I'm probably all out of tears to be honest. James squeezes me slightly before pulling away as he notices me calm down. I take deep breath trying to gather myself so that I can explain exactly what James has just walked in on. My eyes look around my room to see Jayna, dad, Brad and James all giving me sympathetic and worried looks.

"Are you okay?" Brad asks me.

"I'm just tired." I sigh.

"What did we walk in on?" Dad laughs nervously trying to enlighten the mood a little bit.

"I've been getting really bad cramps. I looked it up online and it said that I might get abdominal cramps because of the baby and stuff growing but they've been really painful today but normally they are bearable."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Dad asks.

"Or call us?" James adds holding me in a side hug but motioning to himself and my brother with his other hand.

"I didn't want to worry any of you. Especially you two because you're on tour I don't want you not enjoying yourselves because of me."

"Don't be silly Emma I will always worry about you, you're my little sister."

"I was going to speak to the midwife about it tomorrow."

"We'll do that but if you get them again or anything else then you tell us okay? I want to look after you and this baby but I can't do that if you don't tell me these things."

"I know I'm sorry and I didn't mean to say what I did I was just crying and in pain and obviously not thinking." Everyone brushes it off and smiles at me.

"Does it still hurt?" Jayna asks me so I shake my head.

"They come and go." I reply before realising that James and Brad are here early. "What are you doing here anyway I didn't think you were coming until tomorrow morning."

"It was meant to be a surprise. Con and Trist couldn't come but they say hello." I smile as leave James' arms and hug my brother instead. "Is that my onesie you have on?" I nod shyly.

"Mine is in the wash and I really wanted to wear one because Jayna and I were having a girly night so I borrowed yours. I will wash it."

"Steal James' next time he is your boyfriend." Brad laughs.