𓍯 𝐬𝐤𝐳 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

ꗃ ⋆ ࣪ . avoidable? eh, debatable » smut

warning; remember yall bros over hoes!!!, very angsty, cryinggg, just imagine jisung's sad pouty crying face :((, jealousy, everybody makes mistakes y'all, roommates2lovers, love confession, the L word :OO, kissing, non-descriptive groping, an ounce of hair pulling, unprotected piv sex (don't recommend!), pullout method again sorry..., hanji is a goofy goober, implied relationship ;)

she likes another boy - oscar lang
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this is a conversation... you never thought you'd be partaking in, much less initiating.

the high of the night is coming down after a long day of hanging out with mutual friends, hopping from shopping plazas to cafes and ultimately finishing it off with wine at a restaurant. today was an amazing day and you're slightly disappointed that it's ending, but there's always the future to look forward to.

jisung is still laughing at something you said twenty minutes ago, but now its much more breathy, like his stomach burns from the joy yet he can't bring himself to stop. he can barely get up the stairs to your shared apartment.

"oh gosh, i can't believe that was so funny!" get any amount of substance in his system and jisung is the human embodiment of comedic validation.

what happened was that a man sitting behind you at the restaurant loudly asked one of his buddies, "do you have a crush?" in a voice akin to one of a radio announcer. to this you responded, "hell yeah i do!" it made your whole table start hooting and jisung slapped your arm repeatedly as he heaved with laughter.

"thank you for the validation, ji," you say.

"anytime," jisung replies in the smooth, radio announcer voice. you both topple over at your throats begin to ache and tears fall from your eyes.

soon enough, you know the question is inevitable. "hey, ji, can i talk to you about something?"

jisung doesn't hide his fear as he slowly turns to you and stops completely in his footsteps up the stairs. "oh no, did i do something wrong?"

you tsk. "no, you didn't. it's just something i've been thinking about." he looks up at you from his spot a few steps below you with big, brown eyes that are wider than usual and peering into yours.

"i was wondering..." you have to say it. there's no going back, it's already in the air now. "would things be weird between us if i, um— hooked up with one of your friends?"

his eyebrows drop, a creases forming between them. it's not an expression that makes you afraid—actually, it does, but it's from guilt.

"one of... my friends?" you nod. "well, i guess it wouldn't—wait, did you hook up with one of my friends?"

"no, no! i haven't, i promise. i just have noticed this friend more lately and i think they're attractive and part of me thinks that they're attracted to me, too."

"okay, so who is it?"

wow, you're scared. it's not like you can turn back, not when jisung looks more irked by the second.

"um, haha, you know your— our friend, minho?"

the crease in between his eyebrows deepens and the upper half of his body leans back from you. he looks you up and down and doesn't appear disgusted—no, he is upset.

"minho? the lee minho? my day one, my best friend, my brother?" he squeezes past you on the stairs, careful not to touch you while he's at it. "you cannot be serious, [name]."