𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎

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𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎

I went to my house to stay with Anakin, as nice as it is with my parents, I can't stand them looking at me like I could collapse at any second and picking me up like broken glass.
Not to mention Paddy, who keeps asking me if I'm okay, or Sam, who cooks me every meal that he thinks is healthy for the baby. Tom and Harry, who take Anakin away from me so I can have time for myself.
Days have passed since I spoke to Hayden on the phone and heard that bitch Sheila and of course Hayden didn't make a fuss and called me to explain that it was a misunderstanding.
April told me on the phone that Hayden came to her and asked about me and Anakin, she said she really had to hold back from yelling at him.
This pregnancy has left me constantly hungry and I've already gained weight. Taking a nap with Anakin was a good decision, even though I'm a little confused now, it still did me good. I want to make myself something to eat before Anakin wakes up and stop at the kitchen door when I see Hayden standing at the sink drinking a glass of water.
Our eyes meet, but neither of us speaks, my eyes fill with tears and I'm the first to break eye contact. I run to the fridge and get the ingredients for a sandwich.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, but I don't look at him, I continue to make my sandwich.
I feel him standing behind me and wrapping his arms around my stomach, I tense up. "Don't touch me," I say and he lets go of me immediately. I relax again.
"Aleia, I... I'm really sorry." His voice breaks, but this time I have to pull myself together.
"What if... what if I kissed your neck and moaned another man's name," I say. "How would you feel?" I turn to him, his eyes twisted in pain. "How would you feel if I told someone that my husband was acting like an old man? What if I called you and asked where you were with our son and then heard a man's voice saying: Baby, where are my clothes? Or what if we were having sex in the shower and then an old friend of mine just came into the house and I just left you in the shower. Tell me Hayden, how would you feel?"
He remains silent and lowers his head. "Do you know how I feel, Hayden? I feel used, like I'm just there for you, like I'm not your damn wife or the mother of your children." My sobs get louder, he wants to come to me, but I scream at him not to touch me. I lean on the counter and let all my tears fall onto my sandwich.
"I... I really love you so much, Hayden." I whisper in a hoarse voice. "Please, I'm begging you, tell me that nothing happened between you and Sheila."
He looks up from the floor at me and there is a sea of ​​tears in his eyes, they fall down his cheeks and drip onto his sweater.
"Nothing happened between us," he says and I breathe a sigh of relief.
"Why was she looking for her dress?" I ask.
"Because... because I took it off her," he says.
"Why?" My voice shakes.
"I almost slept with her," he admits, as if he had taken a knife and stabbed me with it. I stand in front of him and hit him on the cheek with the palm of my hand. "Get out," I say, but when he doesn't move, I scream. "I said get the hell out."
He grabs his bag, which is on the floor, and leaves the house. I collapse on the floor in the kitchen and crawl into the living room, call my mom and tell her to get Anakin after I've calmed down.
My mom hasn't asked any questions, but she knows something is going on between me and Hayden, just not what.

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