𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑶𝑻𝒀𝑷𝑬
(ง'̀-'́)ง
11am:
Matt and Violet both sit down on a bench right outside the resort, and right in front of a beautiful view of the beach and the night sky.
"So uhm...what do you wanna talk about...?" Matt asks carefully.
Violets attention turns from the sky to Matt as she lays one leg on the bench, folded, and turns fully towards Matt.
"Are you okay?" Violet asks carefully, deciding to just get right into it.
Yolo.
"What?" Matt asks in a confused tone. Violet deeply breathes in and out.
"I need you to be fully honest with me. Are you okay?" Violet repeats carefully, paying close attention to Matt's facial expressions.
Apparently he's extra tired and emotional today...great...
"What? W- yes, why?" Matt lies and Violets face softens.
"Now be totally honest. You can tell me, Matt." Violet attempts and Matt lets out a broken sigh.
"No.." Matt speaks truthfully, his gaze moving to his fingers in his lap.
Violet softly sighs and carefully moves closer to Matt, so that he was close enough for her to comfort him physically.
"That's okay." She comforts softly, gently moving her hands towards Matt's and grabbing them in her own.
This catches Matt's attention, making him look back up at Violet again.
"How do you feel? In comparison to yourself two months ago?" Violet asks, her voice staying gentle and careful because she knows Matt's emotional and weak right now.
"Worse. Way way worse." Matt says truthfully again, looking back down.
"Is it maybe...because of me?" Violet interrogates carefully.
Matt breathes in shakily before swallowing 🤨 and sniffling.
Damn...already?
"Yeah..." Matt confesses and Violets face softens even more.
"I'm sorry. I need you to understand from my side, tho. I hated myself and it was impossible to not blame you. Because of that you got angry at me and we fought a lot because it wasn't your fault." Violet explains and Matt only nods as he wipes his tears.
"But I also shouldn't have blamed you. You were and are also going through a lot that you don't deserve. We got together because we loved each other and we were always there for each other." She adds carefully.
"And I'm not scared of you. I never could be. No matter how many mistakes you make, I have and always will love you. Just because we broke up doesn't mean you're a bad person. I broke up with you because I realized that it wasn't healthy that we were together. I wasn't able to love you, just because I didn't love myself. And so did you." She speaks gently and comfortingly.
"You're an amazing person. You're literally an angel on earth. And I know that. I have known that. But I just...pushed it back. I broke up with you because I wanted to focus on myself. I wanted us both to get time to breathe." Violet stops talking a little to be sure Matt really understands what she's saying.
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stereotype - matt sturniolo
Fanfictionmatt sturniolo fanfic. mentions of alcohol, self harm, bullying, smoking, sex but no actual sex!!! violet has always struggled. for as long as she can remember, she's been alone. matt has the perfect life - people think - he loves his girlfriend to...
