Endgame ~ Taylor Swift x Travis Kelce

can i do it with a mini me?

There's going to be a few parts to this, it wasn't long enough to make into a book so I'm just putting them in here, and i'm splitting it up so that i can post this part now and you don't have to wait another few days for a new chapter. I'm sorry i've been so slow lately! Love you all, and thanks so much for all your requests, I've written them all down!!

Taylor
Miami N3

"I love you Miami! Thank you for such an incredible night!" I yelled excitedly into my microphone, then took a final bow as I was lowered down below the stage.

The moment I stepped down, my smile disappeared and I swallowed, slipping my eyes closed as I took a deep breath. My hand fell to my stomach, and I continued to breathe deeply in attempt to get rid of the sudden nausea washing over me. 

I heard vague sounds of multiple people asking if I was okay, but my eyes blinked open when I felt a hand on my arm, and I looked up to Tree standing in front of me.

"That was a great show sweetie, are you feeling okay?" She asked, and I looked at her, my vision slightly blurry.

"Uhm," I murmured, rubbing my hand against my lower belly, "I think I just need to sit down."

"Alright, let's go to your dressing room okay?" She suggested, and I nodded. Someone quickly unhooked me from my mic pack, then I followed Tree slowly, still forcing myself to take deep breaths.

Tree shut the door behind us and I sat down on the couch, leaning my head backwards with a hand still resting against my abdomen.

"Here, drink this." She offered a cold water bottle with a straw stuck in the top, and I gave her a small, grateful smile.

"Thanks." I reached out for it, and took a few little sips, but I still felt just as awful.

"Have you eaten enough today honey?" Tree asked, and I started to nod, but before I could speak, I coughed, then jumped up and ran to the bathroom.

Throwing myself onto the ground, I leaned over the toilet and threw up until I could barely breathe.

"God." I sighed when I was done, and sat leaned up against the wall.

"Stomach bug?" Tree asked as she sat down opposite me.

My eyes slipped closed and I sighed, then shook my head. From the moment I threw up early this morning, I knew exactly what this was. I just hadn't brought myself to say it out loud.

There was silence for a moment, as I thought hard about whether my suspicions were correct. I'd missed my period a while ago, but hadn't thought much of it until now, since my period had been a little hit and miss because of my implant. I paused.
The implant.

Fuck, how could I even be pregnant? I was fairly certain the implant was supposed to be something like 99% effective. Plus, Travis and I tried to use condoms as often as we could; a double layer of protection.

We'd agreed since the night we first had sex that we wouldn't take any chances when it came to pregnancy. I knew full well I couldn't do this tour while pregnant, and I also knew I'd never cancel or postpone the tour. So, we'd decided if I ever did get pregnant, we wouldn't keep the baby. It would be the best and safest decision.

But, I also knew something like that would be really hard for me to do. Hence why we often doubled up on protection. I didn't want to have an abortion. I didn't want to go through that and pretend to be fine on tour. I knew I wouldn't be able to do it.

"Tay?" Tree said, and I blinked up at her.

"What?"

"You dazed off, what are you thinking about? What's going on?" She asked and I pressed my lips together. If I did happen to be pregnant, Tree would have to know pretty soon anyway.

"I think..." I trailed off, suddenly feeling nauseous again. "I think I'm pregnant."

Tree froze, staring at me, like she didn't know how to react. "Oh!"

I stared at her, then brought my knees to my chest and flicked my eyes down to my lap.

"Is that... a good thing? Or not a good thing?" She asked tentatively, and suddenly tears welled up in my eyes, uncontrollably beginning to fall. I shook my head, trying to hold back from crying by biting my lip.

"I don't know." I whispered, then started to sob. "I don't know."

"Oh honey," Tree rubbed my shoulder gently, and my body shook as I cried.

I always thought the day I found out I was pregnant would be such a happy, exciting day. This was not. And although I hadn't actually taken a test yet, I just knew. Call it a mother's instinct or something, I knew I was pregnant.

"Alright well you're flying to Kansas City tomorrow, so–

"Can we..." I hiccuped, then took a deep breath, "Can we go tonight? Can we go now..." I sobbed, "I just... I want Travis." I cried harder, unable to stop myself.

Tree sighed and nodded, understanding. "Okay honey, I'll see what I can do. But for now let's get you back to the hotel. You can pack up your stuff, take a test if you want to, and I'll sort out some earlier flights."

"Thanks Tree. Thank you." I took a deep breath and wiped the tears from beneath my eyes.

Tree managed to organise for my plane to leave earlier. Originally it was going to be about 9am tomorrow morning, but she got it changed to 3:30am. I was tired, but just wanted to be with Travis. I'd also make sure to give everyone on that flight including Tree and large tip for having to be awake at that hour.

I packed up my suitcase, and left out a pregnancy test, then took it right before the car was due to come pick us up. At my request, Tree stayed with me while I took it. She was a lot more like a friend then a publicist to me, and I needed someone here.

"Remember honey, it doesn't matter what the result is. You can make whatever decision you want." Tree said softly, and I nodded, then picked up the test.

"Can you flip it? I can't." I mumbled, passing the test towards Tree.

She nodded and took it, then flipped it over, and frowned. "It's negative."

"Oh." I breathed, and tears welled up in my eyes. "Right. Okay then." I sniffed.

"Are you okay?" She asked, and I suddenly couldn't stop crying. How could I be this upset over something I never had?

"Yeah..." I sniffed again, "I just... I really thought it would be positive." I cried softly. Tree smiled, and passed the test out towards me. I frowned, wondering why she was smiling.

"I'm only joking. It's positive."