Shameless, Only For Him

Thirty six

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Dhana Lakshmi

Something is definitely up with him. He's acting out of character again and I'm dreading what he's plotting within his head.

He has claimed to be in love with me and now he's acting as such—becoming possessive like a lover. It's truly odd and now that I'm lying against the bed, thinking back to his distinct behavior, the glint in his eyes flashes across my mind and brightens up a small part of my heart.

It was what I'd been trying to see in him for years. His genuine happiness.  But I'm not sure why it is there now. Why is he delighted while he regards me? Is he really in love with me?

How can that be possible?

It doesn't make sense.

With doubts flooding my brain, I plummet into a deep slumber. On the subsequent day, I decked on a blue thigh-length top and black jeans. My tresses were let free as usual and I applied some kajal in my eyes—followed by a bindi that sat between my brows.

Sprinkling one of my favorite perfumes, I walk out of my room to have breakfast. After what'd happened with Puvi, my parents took extra care of me. They accompany me during breakfast and go to their work only when I'm off to college.

The routine was the same today as well and as I saunter to the parking lot to drive away my scooter, I see Puvi perching on it and adjusting his hair while watching himself in the side mirror.

...what is happening with him?

"Move," I acted rudely though my heart fluttered upon seeing him.

"Was waiting for you Dhana ma. I'll drop you in college, come," I just blink at the words that have fallen out of his mouth. He wants to drop me in my college? Am I living in a parallel world?

"No thanks, I can drive on my own," I insert the key in the keyhole and stare at him emotionlessly. "Dhana, tell me what should I do to make you forgive me. I'm willing to do anything you ask for—except leaving you alone," I don't respond; I'm not sure how to.

What is he expecting out of me?

"Why are you doing this!? I said I don't want you, Puvi!" He lets out a small chuckle before standing up and towering me. "As in you wouldn't mind If I dated someone else?" My throat clogs at his threatening words but I collect myself together and perk up at him sternly.

"Yes," he smiles.

"I don't have any such ideas though. I can't seem to think of anyone other than you in the place of my life partner. And it's all because of you, Dhana. You never left me alone. You were always there; even when I neglected you; even when I didn't want you to; you still stayed. It is impossible to survive without your presence now. You caused it. You started everything and I'm going to finish it. You are going to be mine. Ignore me or be rude to me as much as you want, but in the end, you'll be mine," It took me a while to process his words. I was beyond stunned.

"I fucked up, I know. But I sincerely apologize for what I did, Dhana. You can punish me however you want. I don't mind it. If I can have you, I'll merrily take all the pain. All I need is you, Dhana. Just tell me what I'm supposed to do now," I gulp, finding the situation intimidating.

"What is wrong with you?" I ask lowly. "I've been wondering the same for a few days," he replies cooly.

"I'm getting late, move," he obliges without protest. His attitude is off-putting!

As I anxiously sit on the scooter and start it, Puvi clears his throat. "I hope you maintain distance from that boy or any boy for that matter," I look up at him with a frown.

"Why should I?" I boom at him.

"Because you are mine, Dhana. I despise seeing you with other boys," I couldn't help but watch him in astonishment.

"Did you hit your head somewhere Puvi!? The way you're speaking—sounds as though you're my boyfriend. Which you're not! Understand Puvi, I said I don't want you. You don't have to do anything to make me forgive you! I don't want to do anything with you henceforth. Just leave me alone and let me be at peace," his hands came down on my fingers that were holding the handle.

"I cannot. You might not want me. But you're necessary for me to live," I silently gaze at his face.

"You have gone mad, Puvi. How many times should I repeat that I don't want you?" He smiles slightly.

"I said it a lot more than you did yet you never left my side, remember? So now why should I listen to you?" He ruffles my hair and continues. "...I agree I've gone insane but you are the reason for it. I can't stop thinking about you," fed up with his acting, I try to drive off the parking lot but he twists the key and halts the scooter.

"Puvi! What is your problem!? What are you trying to achieve further by this facade? I've learnt my lesson and I've had enough! I want to focus on my studies now. Do not disturb me! I won't cause you any inconvenience either," he nonchalantly peers at me.

"I'm glad that you want to concentrate on your studies. But you can't expect me to stay away from you. As I said before, I cannot. I just cannot do that," the obsession in his words had me see myself in him.

He doesn't seem to be putting on a facade and that makes it even worse.

"Say whatever you want. I don't want you anymore," It was a blatant lie. Despite being crazy in love with him, I choose to stay away from him.

One—I fear getting hurt and betrayed by him again.

Two—I want to look after the other damaged aspects of my life and grow as a person. I do need time to take any decisions forthwith. I don't want to act recklessly yet again.

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By Mrs_crapbag

I think everyone in the comments forgot the plot of the story.... Dhana is obsessed with Puvi..she can't forget him or unlove him....& also she is not a innocent fl, she is basically a homewrecker, she broke her sister's 5 yr long relationship for her selfish reason (& please don't blame Mugil for breaking up so easily...any sister who love her sibling would do so)......so stop making her a victim!!!! what Puvi did is wrong but what she did is also wrong!!!! also being an independent woman has nothing to do with being single....Dhana can be a strong independent woman while being in a happy committed relationship!!! & it's very clear that she can't love any other person except Puvi..she is that much obsessed with him....and though Puvi did her wrong he is the only person who can heal her completely!!! Like they said "the irony of pain is that you want to be comforted by who hurt you."