•The 'Ass' In Assasin • GENMUI

chapter thirty one

Hey bros, my bad for not publishing in a while, if you look in my notice board ive been talking about irl struggles at the moment so that'll explain some of it

I've also been doing a crap ton of cosplay shit since I went to 2 cons in a row and.. My gosh.. I'm so exhausted and I don't EVER want to brush my mui wig ever again.

So skibidi sigma gyatt

Anyway yeah some mf took a picture of my feet uhhhh

Anyway, onto the chap

Mui POV

I hadn't gotten our of my bed for ages.. Everything is so sore.. My back and thighs ache.. My head feels like it's spinning..

Dads paranoid about me and I don't know what to do.. I can't tell him what happened.. I.. I can't tell anyone what happened, tanjiro would kill me.. Literally..

At this point.. Maybe that would be nice.. I don't know if I'll make it out of this

Just as I thought that, I heard a knock on my door

"Bud..? Hey I'm so worried about you.. Can you come out?"

Dad..

Mm... I can't move..

"I.. Ah.. Can you come in?" I asked.. Before regretting that..

"Actually no no.. I'll come out.. Sorry.." I said as he agreed..

I tried getting myself up but it was so hard.. I didn't even have the motivation to speak.. I felt.... Trapped..

I slowly stood up and walked out as I saw dad, he took one good look at m and sighed

"My goodness, muichiro.. What's going on..? Are you okay?" "I'm fine, dad.. I think I might have a really bad cold... That's all, that's why I've been in bed.." I lied

He seemed to not buy it though

"Come on.. You haven't eaten in ages, let's get you some food, okay?" He asked me as I nodded and went to the kitchen, sitting on one of the stools..

I haven't eaten in.. Two days.. Yet.. I feel so full.. I don't want food.. I'm not hungry, I don't deserve it..

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I've been off of work.. For, almost a week now, I need to get back, genyas probably pissed off with me, he's been non stop asking if I'm okay and I don't even have the motivation to open my damn phone.. I called him.. But it wasn't for long, he was just making sure I was alright

I got my suit on.. Almost breaking into tears like five times while doing so.. Before sitting in front of my mirror and just staring at myself..

I started picking out all of the gross aspects of how I look.. From my skin texture, to my eye lashes.. To even how my hair wasn't fully black, it was slightly off... Every second I looked at myself, was like digging deeper and deeper into my own grave..

I sighed and stood myself up, bringing my hairbrush with me.. I haven't brushed my hair in a few days, I don't have the motivation to.. Maybe dad will..?

"Dad..? Is it okay if you brush my hair for me..?" I asked as he tilted his head before smiling

"Of course, come on, sit down" he said, as I sat and he dragged my hair over the back of the seat to brush

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I got in.. And.. Everyone seemed normal.. No one knew..

Well.. Of course they wouldn't.. Tanjiro wouldn't go around bragging about what he did, would he now..?