Soul Delivery (English)

The Journal Part 2

After Clancy left, Heka returned to the room. He opened the desk drawer and took the journal that he had written for Clancy. He read it again.

He wanted to add a story when he was in the Immortal realm. For him, it was the most memorable journey. There was also a moment that became a nightmare.

Heka took a pen and started writing.

I decided to keep my words by going back to Kiervant Sky. I brought out what Marchio needed.

As a return, Marchio gave me a reverse time illusion. It was an illusion where I could spend time with my parents once more. Although it is just an illusion, but I really enjoyed it.

Previously, Marchio warned the worst possible reverse time illusion. My soul will be trapped forever. I didn't know either I can go back and end the Reverse Time Illusion. Or not.

Maybe, I am just lucky. While I was in the reverse time illusion, I did not just go back in the past, but also to the future. There is one thing I don't understand whether the future in the reverse time illusion will come true or not?

I've asked Marchio, but he didn't give any answer. He just that telling the future was forbidden.

You know what I experienced in there ?

For me, it is a nightmare I once had. It is worse than losing my parents.

The future that I saw in Reverse Time Illusion, my life was over. I don't know if it will come true or not. But I am very sure that it will come true. That means, I don't have the opportunity to spend more time with you.

While my day is not over yet, I want to spend more time with you. I would love to do it. However, it is very difficult for me. Because Marchio often give me some tasks. I can't refuse it. So, I did everything for him.

His servant also met me. He was Waylinn. I dodn't know what creature he was. But he is very kind to me and always took care of me.

He also saved me while I was in danger. To me, he is a friend. Although he is not human, I felt comfortable when I was with him. It makes me not alone anymore.

I want to tell you one thing when I live in the last time. My life will end in Ansel's hands.

I don't know and can't understand about it. Maybe, he seems to treat me well. But there is something hidden behind his kindness to me.

I know that he actually hates me. I don't know what made him hates me so much that he end my life with his own hands.

That's why I don't want you to deal with him anymore. I hope that you do the same. I just afraid if your life  will end up like you.

I'm not afraid of death at all. I will always be ready and accept it. However, I really don't want my life to end in the hands of a bad person who hates me.

When you are in China. Maybe I can't see you on my last day. That's much better than you are with me. At least, you are far from the danger that threatens your life.

Since I went to Kiervant Sky, there have been many terrible things happened. My life is at stake.

I met monsters several times. He's so terrible. He seems to be after me.

Sorry, I lied about my wound. My whole body was injured because I was attacked by the monster. That's why I had to cover up my body. So no one can’t see my wound.

When the monster attacked me, I was really at the edge of death. Then Waylinn came and saved me.

I'm really happy because I have someone I can rely on. So I don't have to be afraid anymore when I'm in danger.

But I think, it's much better if I die. I don't know why I can escape from it so many times. It is like a miracle. But for me, it's just luck.

At that time, I was safe from death. But it will no't always happen. There is a day when I can't escape from death.

At first, I dodn't want to see Waylinn who kept risking his life just to save me. He is an immortals. He can live forever. But I don't want to be a burden to him.

I imagined when Waylinn fight a monster that is stronger than him. Even though he's an Immortal, but it doesn't mean that he can't be hurt or lost.

After I saw how the monster attacked me. I understand one thing. Immortal, like Waylinn can also end up same as monster.

I don't want that to happen to him.

Second, my death makes someone feel happy and glad. There was people who want it, too.

It's better if you forget me. I hope  while you are in China, you can find someone who can make you happy. After you come back, I'm sure that you have forgotten me. However, I hope you come to my home and read this journal.

When you come back, maybe you will never see me again. It's the best thing. Because, I can't stand to see you on my last day. I understand how it feels to lose the most important person in life. It is very painful.

In it I also write my financial password. You can buy anything with that money.

Goodbye

You must always be happy

Heka closed the book. Then he put it back in the drawer.

He took a sticky note. He wrote a memo.

Clancy, I have something for you in the drawer. I hope you like it.

While he was writing, his tears felt and wet the paper. He put it on the sticky notes on the desk. He stood up and looked at the sky from the window. He lamented his vunerable life.

There was nothing he could do. He just waited for his last day. He didn't want to do anything either. Moreover, he knew there was nothing he could do to prolong his life.

Heka couldn't keep hoping when Waylinn came at the last moment. Then, he gave him a soul delivery so that he could live again.

He did realize that during his meeting with Waylinn, he felt that he was too dependent on him. He also always hoped that Waylinn would come.

Every time, he always waited for Waylinn's arrival.

On the one side, he felt that it was contrast to his character. Before, he prefered to be independent and did not depend on anyone.

From that time, he had to try to return to being himself and not be too dependent on Waylinn. He would try it.

Because he felt that there was a moment when he was at the edge of death. Wiithout waylinn. Waylinn didn't come to save him. Likewise Marchio.

Moreover, he still wanted to live.