Beneath the Armor

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Chris Hemsworth had a way of making any moment lighter. No matter how tense a scene had been or how chaotic the set was, you could always count on him to throw out a quick joke or a playful jab, cutting through the stress with his effortless charm. It was one of the things I respected about him—his ability to balance gravity with humor, even when it came to his own battles.

We were sitting in his trailer during a long break, waiting for the next scene to be set up. The two of us were in full costumeme as Jupiter, Chris as Tho.

Chris had brought in a small portable speaker, the soft hum of some old-school rock filling the space between us. I was nursing a bottle of water, still coming down from the intensity of the morning's shoot, while Chris leaned back on the couch, his axe stormbreaker resting on the against the couch beside him.

"So, you settling back in alright, mate?" Chris asked, breaking the silence.

I shrugged. "Yeah, I guess. It's been a lot, getting back into it. But the routine helps."

He nodded, his expression thoughtful as he sipped his coffee. For a moment, the air felt heavier, as though he was debating something. Then he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.

"Kid there's something I wanted to talk to you about. Something I've been dealing with that well, it might explain why I've been a little."

I frowned, curiosity and concern flickering in my mind. "Off? You? You're the most put-together guy I know."

Chris chuckled, but it was the kind of laugh that didn't quite reach his eyes. He set his coffee down, running a hand through his blonde wig. "Yeah, that's the thing, right? Everyone thinks that. I've spent my career making sure people see Thor, not Chris. But... something happened last year, something that's been screwing with me."

He paused for a second, and the room felt still, waiting.

"Turns out, I've got a higher-than-normal chance of developing Alzheimer's. Like, really high. I found out during some genetic testing. It kind of threw me for a loop."

I blinked, taken aback. Alzheimer's? It was hard to process that someone like Chris—who was always so full of life, so sharp—was facing something so heavy. I didn't know what to say at first, my mind reeling.

Chris gave a small smile, though it was tinged with sadness. "Yeah, I know. Shocking, right? Thor, the god of thunder, forgetting where he left his hammer. Talk about irony."

I managed a chuckle, but there was a knot forming in my stomach. "I had no idea. That's... that's heavy. How are you handling it?"

He leaned back, his eyes scanning the ceiling, as though searching for the right words. "I mean, at first, I was pissed. Scared, too. I spent my whole life thinking I'd always be in control, you know? But something like this... it's out of your hands. And it makes you rethink everything. Like, what's the point of building this big career if you're not even going to remember it?"

I nodded, feeling the weight of his words. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to face something like that. But Chris, true to form, didn't let it sit too long in the somber.

"But you know what's funny?" he said, grinning now. "I started using it as an excuse around the house. Like, Elsa asks me to take the trash out, and I'm like, 'Babe, I would, but you know... Alzheimer's. Totally forgot.'"

I laughed, the tension in the room easing a bit. Chris had a way of doing that—finding humor in the darkest moments.

He continued, "Seriously though, the hardest part isn't the diagnosis. It's knowing. It's like having this ticking clock, wondering when or if it's going to go off. But for now, I'm still here. Still me. And that's what I'm focusing on. Can't let the future screw up the present."

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