Thrown Into Trouble

Poor baby

Colton's pov
Two hours. That's how long it took for Alex to end up wearing himself out and falling asleep from all of his crying. He was peacefully asleep on my chest and I made sure not to move a muscle because I don't want him waking up he needs rest and I don't want to have to hear him cry for another two hours no caregiver wants to hear a little cry especially when it is their little or one that is important to them. I can't blame him though he just got two daddies and he thought they were leaving him for good even though they just went to work which they gave me the day off so I could watch Alex, but I do get where the guys are coming from we are in a dangerous business and them being the leaders makes it worse because if anyone we are against found out about Alex being their little they would use that to their advantage and try and take him and hurt him so they have leverage. They could do that with Toby to which is why he doesn't know about the business and how I relate to them, they are just trying to keep their little safe which is exactly what I am doing.

Dylan's pov
It's been two hours now and I still feel terrible for leaving Alex at home but it's what's best for him and it will keep him safe. I can tell it's bothering Blake to since he is pushing everyone harder in training and keeps looking at the time which I also keep doing but we left at 7:00 and we don't get to leave until 11:00 and by time we get home it will be 11:30 so we have another two hours until we can leave and go home and see our baby. Hopefully he is ok though we trust Colton with him but he was so upset when we left. Hopefully he feels a bit better and is having fun with his uncle Colton. I look back at the clock and only 5 minutes have gone by, it is going to be a very long night.

Small time skip

Blake's pov
I was struggling to keep focused. I wanted to stay home with my baby, he has definitely got me and Dylan wrapped around his finger now. To try and distract myself I had everyone working a lot harder than normal which will also help them in the long run. I look at the clock and it's only 9:15, why can't time move faster? I think to myself as I continue to train the other members of the gang. It's going to be a very long night. Hopefully our baby will be ok when we get home.

Small time skip again, it's now 10:45

Alex's pov
I start waking up in someone's arms and I cuddle into them thinking it was either dada or daddy. But then I realized that daddy and dada aren't here. They left and went to their stupid work. I look up to see who is holding me and it's uncle Colton. I slightly whine because I don't want him. I want my daddies but they aren't here so he is the only one that can give me cuddles and attention. I just don't get it. Why did they have to go to work? They could have stayed home with me or was I a bad boy? Did I do something wrong and that's why they left? I think to myself not even noticing that uncle Colton is rubbing my back and trying to get me to go back to sleep but that's definitely not working now. What if they changed their mind about wanting to be my daddies? What if I am too much? I should have never told them about my diabetes and other medical problems.

I keep thinking to myself, making myself go a bit out of my headspace but not fully back to being in between them. I try to take a few deep breaths but I can't, causing me to whine and panic more and start to cry which uncle Colton quickly notices "shh bud it's alright, your ok just breathe" he tells me while holding me close to him and continuing to rub my back. After 5 minutes I am still struggling to calm down and I honestly just want to either go home or want my daddies to be here with me but they aren't and I can't go home like this and while uncle Colton is holding me so I just decide to give in and let all the tears and everything out which is probably going to knock me out and make me sleep for the rest of the night especially since I already made myself so exhausted from crying earlier and fell asleep. I would say a good 30 minutes went by before I passed out in uncle Colton's arms again letting the darkness take me until the morning.