Thrown Into Trouble

Day One

Alex's pov
(the same day as the last chapter)

My cheek still stings from where the blonde guy had just smacked me a few minutes ago. I honestly haven't felt like being little the whole time I have been away, but right now part of me just wants to shrink into myself and be little. Although that won't help me at all considering the situation I am in and being little would only make it worse, plus I can't even do anything in here since I am tied to this chair. But I am also scared of being little again considering what happened with the whole Jacob situation and the fact I am alone just makes it seem scarier although the thought of having Blake and Dylan watch me while little also scares me quite a bit after what happened. I know that's not a good sign considering they are supposed to be my caregivers but at the moment I feel like I wouldn't trust them to watch me or take care of me while I am little, maybe they could be around watching me while someone else was also watching me and actually taking care of me but even that seems a little scary which puts our relationship in a difficult position. Not that it wasn't in one anyways because of what happened, but I know we need to talk about it and figure things out before I make any decisions about what I want to do about it. Although I guess that will never happen considering the likeliness of me getting out of here alive and seeing them again is slim to none, but then again it's not impossible either. The thought of never seeing them again makes me sad, and I'm conflicted if it should make me feel that way because of how conflicted I am with how I am feeling about them.

But deep down I know I love them even though they still hurt me, but if I do manage to make it out of here they are going to have to work to get my trust back and for me to want to be around them with it just being the three of us and work on how much time I am comfortable being with them especially when it's just the three of us. The attractive guy is still here and is watching me from outside of the cell I am in, I wonder if he is going to talk to me at all. He hardly has talked the whole time he has been down here though only when the blonde guy said something to him he said something but even then it was only a short reply and that's all he's said since he has been down here. I guess I'll just have to wait and see if he will or not but I doubt if he does he probably won't say much to me. Wait a minute I can tell nothing is in my pocket anymore and I know I had my monitor for me cgm in there meaning either it fell out somewhere or they took it. But if they took that then what else might they have taken off of me? My moms necklace! What if they took that off of me while I was unconscious? I can't tell if it is still on or not and I can't go to look down and try and see it considering it is under my sweatshirt but on top of my shirt. I try to move my arms to see if I can get them free to check and see if it is still there but I can't, making me panic more than I did earlier. I can't lose that necklace. I already lost mom but the thought of losing anything that was hers or that she gave me feels like I am losing her all over again. I can feel my wrist starting to burn from where I am trying to get out of the ropes but all I am really doing is rubbing the rope against my wrists making rope burn or starting to anyways.

The cell door opens and the attractive guy comes into the cell and then closes the door behind him. He stays at the door but he is still watching me "you're going to hurt yourself by doing that" he says shocking me. I wasn't expecting him to say that or to talk to me that soon again like I said before if at all but here we are. I know he is right though that me trying to get out is just hurting myself but I have to make sure the necklace is still there. I continue to try and get my arms out and the attractive guy comes over to me and crouches down to my height but even though in looks he is more scary than the blonde guy, him crouching in front of me to my height is less scary then when the blonde guy did it. "Stop, again you're just going to hurt yourself" he says calmly, which for him to be watching me after I have been kidnapped for multiple reasons you would think he wouldn't be so calm or really care about me hurting myself by trying to free my arms. I stop and look at him, well I already had looked at him but I look at his face now and I stand by my point I made earlier he is attractive but Blake and Dylan are more attractive in my opinion. But that's not important right now, what is important well at least to me is if I still have on moms necklace or if they took it. The only way I am going to know if it is still there is if I ask attractive guy because there is no way for me to get my wrist free "is it still there?" I ask. Attractive guy looked confused, to be fair I wasn't very specific "what do you mean?" he asks "my necklace, is it still on or was it taken?" I ask. He raises an eyebrow at me looking at me questioningly "you did all that to see if you still had a necklace on or to see if we took it?" he asks while looking puzzled.