Thrown Into Trouble

Who, What, Where? part 1

Blake's pov
Me and Dylan stayed up all night searching for Alex. However no matter where we looked we couldn't find him. It didn't help that my headache came back but worse now than before also Dylan has had 3 more panic attacks and has thrown up 2 more times. I also feel like I am drowning in sweat because I can't seem to stop sweating but now my muscles keep twitching which also doesn't help at all. It's 8 am and I am looking at Dylan who fell asleep in the car. After his last panic attack about 2 hours ago I told him to go to bed which he was against, but he needs his sleep also it will give him a break from being anxious. So, I guess technically I have been up all night not Dylan but he was up for the majority of it so I say it counts. I carefully got out of the car and went to Dylan's side and went to get him out of the car when he jerks awake and looks at me after calming down "where are? What time is it?" he asks "it's 8 and we are at home" I say and Dylan has a defeated look on his face and I can see tears forming in his eyes "we didn't find him" he says lowly "how did we not find him? We can literally find people in a snap when it comes to work but we can't find our baby?!?!" Dylan says getting upset. I take him into my arms and hug him "calm down love, you have to remember we have no memories of the last week also when we find people it's not just us we have people helping us as well. The odds aren't in our favor, but we will find him, we just need help doing it" I say. We stay like that in the garage for a while until Dylan calms down as much as he is going to, he still has our hoodie that Alex had been wearing with him since it still has his scent on it and his scent has been helping us to try and calm down.

I would say it was helping keep us calm but I don't think we have been anywhere near remotely calm since we noticed he was missing so that wouldn't have made sense. We go inside once we are both as calm and as ready as we will be knowing this isn't going to go well once we tell the others well minus Toby since he knows that Alex is gone. When we got into the kitchen Toby was in there with a mug, he was probably drinking one of his teas like he usually seems to do in the morning. He was the only one in the kitchen and I would assume the only one that is up since out of everyone in this house Toby and Danny are the ones that get up the earliest on a daily basis but usually Toby is up before Danny is. Toby looks at us and there is some annoyance at first like how he looked at us last night, but it changed to concern "did you two not sleep last night?" he asks and we both nod "we were out looking for Alex all night and all yesterday once we noticed he was gone" Dylan says. Toby shakes his head "how did it take you fools almost a week to notice he was gone?" Toby asks "we told you we don't remember what happened or know what you were talking about also we have hardly been home until yesterday, before then we were at work pretty much 24/7" I say. Toby looks between us like he is trying to see if we are telling the truth, "well that would explain how you didn't notice, did you even try to contact him?" Toby asks. Well now I feel really stupid because I didn't even think to do it, I guess I was running on too much worry and adrenaline plus confusion to even think about it.

I look at Dylan who is meddling with the hoodie that he has refused to let go of which I honestly can't blame him, "I typed out a few messages but I didn't think he would answer so I just ended up deleting them thinking I would make whatever we apparently did worse" Dylan says. Well at least he thought about it unlike me who completely forgot we could even do that. I look at Toby who looks very concerned and comes over to Dylan and puts his hand on his head "you're not hot so you aren't sick, I have never seen you act this way before" Toby says "yeah I know because I have never been this panicked or worried or scared before" Dylan says. I think anyone that knows Dylan knows he doesn't act this way, I mean yeah we worry about the people we care about and with Alex we worry more than we usually do but it has never been this bad before for either of us. Although I'm trying to keep all my worries inside since Dylan is having panic attacks left and right it feels like, so one of us has to try and keep a calm head. "We all need to have a talk once Danny and Colton are up" Toby says getting me out of my thoughts "we know" Dylan says and Toby nods "i'll let you know where he is after the talk and you see what all happened" Toby says making me confused how would he show us? Maybe he recorded it like with the videos of what happened to Lily with her sister that makes sense to me meaning he must have also witnessed it if he recorded it. Before anything else could be said there were footsteps coming down the stairs "that sounds like Danny" Dylan says and Toby nods agreeing "yeah there is no way that is Colton" Toby says.