Thrown Into Trouble

Missing, found, and information

Alex's pov
It's been about a week since what happened with my mom and I haven't left the hospital since then. Her brain surgery took about 6 hours so by time I could see her it was four almost 5 in the morning and I didn't get any sleep that night or the next night I also haven't eaten very much, maybe a small snack and that was it. Clara had contacted the school for me and told them what had happened so my teachers have been putting as much as they can online for me to do and anything I have to physically turn in like on paper Clara takes it to the school and to my teachers so they can grade it and gets any other work I have to do on paper. I have been doing pretty well in my class except my art, ceramics, and business class. I can't stand art at the moment my mom was my biggest supporter and now that I could..that I could lose her art just makes me angry but sad at the same time. So I haven't been turning things into those classes. I mean I might start to for the business class since it isn't art but I had stopped doing it because of the fact that I took the class so I could learn how to sell my art the correct way. I look at my phone since it vibrated again, I got a few text over the weekend and didn't answer which no one was to concerned about they probably just thought I was busy but then when I didn't show up at school Monday I started getting a lot of texts and then the next day since I didn't go I got even more. So everyday this week I have been getting hundreds of messages coming for all different people. Most of the messages were from Blake and Dylan though but I was still getting a lot from Toby, Colton, Lily, and Winter too and a few from Danny.

I know I could say something but I have no idea what to say because if I say I am fine I would be lying I am anything but fine I have spent hours upon hours crying this week and I honestly don't think I have cried this much in my life little or big and that's saying something. I did start to feel the effects of not slipping though I know I needed to but I couldn't leave my mom and I can't risk anyone else finding out I am a little. I have desperately wanted to say something to Dylan and Blake, last night I almost cracked and almost fully slipped and went to call them but right before I did I managed to get myself a bit together and not do it. Clara has tried to get me to talk to someone or talk to my friends at least but I won't I barely talk to her honestly, but she is also trying to get me to leave the hospital because I know she can tell I am not taking care of myself and she also wants me to start going back to school. Clara is my god mother and has always acted like she is one of my parents and once my dad left she took that role and fully became like one of my parents. I decided this time to actually look at how many messages I have and it's a thousand. At first I did look at them to get rid of the notification but I got tired of doing that so I just left them there which is how it got into the thousands. I read all of my notifications and now I really just want to slip to the smallest age I can get to which is 1 years old and just get comfort from my daddies because this is so stressful and I don't think I can do it alone just thinking about it is making me want to have a breakdown again. I feel my heart beat faster and it gets harder to breath and before I know it I am surrounded by darkness.

Blake's pov
It has been a week since anyone has heard from Alex and he had stopped looking at our messages which made us more worried. Me and Dylan canceled work for the rest of this week because we can't focus because we don't know what's going on with our baby. Dylan rushes into the room I am in and says "he looked at the messages again" which I grabbed my phone to check and he did which is a good sign "that's good but now we need to figure out where he is and what happened" I told him and he nodded. We still haven't heard anything from Jaxson, Corey, and Kaiden which is odd they would have been back by now unless they finally got themselves arrested. We might go over to Alex's house later and see if he is there. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and me and Dylan looked at each other because we weren't expecting anyone. "What if it's Alex" Dylan says before rushing to the front door and I follow behind him. He opens the door and it's Jaxson "oh it's just you" Dylan says disappointed but lets him come inside "what happened to you?" I ask him noticing his arm is wrapped up "I got shot" he admitted "of course let me guess that happened when you were out with Corey and Kaiden" Dylan asked and Jaxson nodded.