My Posh idiot (BOOK 2)

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Iman Harriott ~

Am I bugging or what?

I have every right to lash out like that because whether Alex knew my situation or not, he should've never fixed his mouth to say shit like that. Like I really went into my fight or flight mode with this because now I'm scared and now I don't know what Alex is capable of.

Never in a million years would I ever think Alex would do such a thing, but when you've been raped before- bruh when you're a girl/woman in this day and age, we all know how it goes when men can't take no for an answer.

It just really triggered me with what he said and maybe I'm going to have let him know that he's got to chill out with these jokes. I have made him comfortable to joke with me, but not to that extent.

For him to even say it though, that means he's been thinking about it- yeah he's got to chill on that.

Moving on from that, I was making my way down the stairs and I could see Adonis waiting for me. His smile grew on his face and I quickly mirrored his smile too.

"You look so beautiful" he complimented, taking my hand to kiss it, as he never removed eye contact from me

"Thank you" I responded back "you don't look too bad yourself..."

"As long as I'm not outshining you..." his eyes glistened, as he licked his lips smoothly

"Stopppp..." I squirmed, feeling myself become shy

Ew, why does he have me acting like this- I feel like a pick me.

"Stop what?..." Adonis looked at me with a funny, but puzzled look

"You know what you're doing when you look at me like that"

"Like what? It is just how I am dear...does it do something to you?"

Yes- yes it does. If I could, I would give him the nastiest kiss and some other nastiness ever known to man. But I have self respect, so I can't act on that as yet.

"Do you want to know?" I cocked my brow, to really see if he was on it

"I'm intrigued, but I wouldn't want you to spoil the surprise- now come on agápi mu (my love), or we will be late for the first viewing" Adonis placed my hands in his, making our way out the building

Alistair Ryle ~

Alana had went of into town today with some of Jasmine's folks today, leaving me to relax by the poolside before I had her back later on. I know she is going to chat my ear of about her and let me know how much I missed out. Alana is also going to remind me of how red my skin is going to look if I don't apply enough sunscreen on my body.

"Yo can I talk to you for a minute..." I heard a voice come out of nowhere, as I went to apply the sunscreen

I turned around to see who it was, and it was Alex, as he made his way to the beach chair, which was beside me.

"Yes, what is it that you want to talk to me about?" I asked him, while applying the sunscreen on my body

"I was thinking since you and Iman used to date, you'd understand her a lot better because clearly I don't..." he shrugged

"Wait she told you?" Was all I heard

"Yeah"

"Did she tell you everything about us?" I asked again

"Nah, she just told me you guys were in a relationship- why is there something I'm missing-"

"No." I shut Alex down, cutting him off "what happened between you two?"

"Iman and I were joking about as usual and I said something along the lines that I'd sleep with her and she flipped out. I didn't mean it literally, and I tried to explain that to her but she wouldn't allow me to"

So that is why she slammed the door earlier.

I knew then and there that Iman never told Alex that she was raped, or he would have known her triggers. However even if that wasn't the case, it's not a smart thing to say.

"Well that was not very smart of you..." I dryly chuckled

"I just deeped that"

"Right, to be honest with you, Iman has a lot triggers, I've had to learn the hard way. It isn't really my place to tell you why she has those triggers. Maybe try asking her again- is she around now?" I try to advise him

I am not airing out Iman's business to Alex. For what? For her to come and find me and scream at me for disrespecting her...hmm actually I wouldn't mind the screaming part. It might turn me on.

"That's it...come on man I have to wait until she's back from her date with Adonis" Alex looked at me, appalled with the lack of advice I gave to him

I'm appalled that Iman said yes to another Mitropoulos. If I had sunglasses on right now, I would've been rolling my eyes.

As much of an hypocrite I may sound right now, I'm not proud of it- fuck that, I don't give a fuck, I'm fucking jealous. I'm fucking jealous of the fact that Iman is spending her fucking afternoon with him instead of me. It's toxic of me to think this way, especially when I'm married, but I can't stand the fact that I won't be able to control my fantasy with her, as she is now able to control whether or not our fantasy will continue.

I thought that habit of mine was gone when it comes to having exactly what I want, but having the chance to even be remotely close to Iman, lets me know that mindset of mine never went away.

It's fucked up, I know but I can't help it.

"Well in that case, you'll be able to use this whole afternoon and evening to reflect on your actions before she gets back" I told him, getting back to my relaxation state