My Posh idiot (BOOK 2)

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Alana- Marie Ryle ~

I continued to watch in pure disgust but not shock, as Iman and Alistair both stole glances at each other at Stella's christening. To be honest I found the whole thing disgusting as they were both eye fucking each other at a sacred event. I found it even more appalling that Alistair hasn't even been a man about it and tells me that he is not happy, as he's in love with Iman.

Alistair's mental health has been deteriorating because of Iman and he has put that all on me. There have been so many occasions where I have wanted to tell him to spit out the truth, but seeing him just messes up my entire mood. I don't even want to be anywhere near him, I'm only here for Stella, not for whatever reason Alistair is here for.

Once we had arrived at Hugo and Mariah's home, Alistair's focus was definitely not on mine, as he scanned the garden in hopes of looking for Iman. I knew he was, that was the only woman he was paying attention to. I traced his focus to see where he was looking at. A part of me wanted to laugh as he continued to stare at Iman who was paying him absolutely no mind when she introduced Adonis to the girls. But the other part knew why she was actually doing it as Iman was not genuine when it came to showing Adonis off.

I could not blame her, he is breathtaking- why on earth would she want my husband?

I was becoming bored with the lack of attention Alistair was giving to me as if it was nothing new. Maybe I might find a new man while I'm scavenging the venue since Alistair wants to act single.

"I'm going to get a drink..." I spoke out

"Okay" he bluntly said, not breaking his focus on Iman

"Do you want-"

"No" he cut me

Why did I bother asking him?

I could've disappeared on the face of the earth and he wouldn't even bat an eyelash. As long as it wasn't Iman that did not disappear, he would not care about anyone's whereabouts.

I went away, the minute he cut me off to get a drink. I was not going back to him. It felt like self-harm being around him. Instead, I mingled with the guests and some of my friends in the garden for the time being.

I noticed that Alistair was gone from where he was standing, and I didn't care until I noticed Iman was nowhere in the garden too. I minded my business and continued to mingle as my marriage was coming to an end anyway. Why bother saving a marriage when the both of us couldn't give a shit.

However, an idea sparked in my head, telling me to find the two of them. Not because I cared, but because I wanted to have evidence that he was having an affair on me so I could just leave the marriage. I wanted to see the two of them intimate with one another, so my suspicions could be confirmed.

I excused the gathering, making an excuse that I wanted to use the bathroom. I made it towards the patio door, as Adonis had bumped into me on the way.

"After you agápi (love)..." Adonis allowed me to go before him.

I don't know what it was, but my heart fluttered- butterflies in my stomach. Even I could sense the warmth of my already blushed cheeks turning brighter. However, I do think this is because I haven't received any form of genuine acts of service in a long time. It felt nice, but sad at the same time because another man made me feel like the only girl in the world, just by letting me go by first. Whilst my very husband- stranger I mean to say, makes me feel like the most hated girl in the world.