𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

I can do this.

I walked outside of the room and went outside.
There are people looking at me while I just sit down and smoke my cigarette.

"Are you Gabbriette?" A little girl asked
"Yes sweetheart that's me.." I smiled at her
"Oh my god. I'm such a big fan. Can I please have a autograph?" She asked
"Sure sweetie.." I stood up and took the pen from her hand
I signed the picture for her but I feel Marshall's hands on my waist.

"Oh my god!" The girl yells as she sees Marshall.
"C-can I.."
"Sure." Marshall smiled at her and signed the same picture where I signed
"Thank you so much!" She smiled and walked back to her parents

"Why are you all alone here?" Marshall puts me closer to him
"I needed air.. I don't feel good at all."
"Baby please listen to me. Once you record this song and the whole Grammy thing is over when we back in Detroit you can relax. I promise you don't gotta record anything when we get back. But now please just get yourself together and do this. You can't just stay at home." He kisses my cheek

"I know.. your right. I'm sorry." I said looking down
"Don't be sorry baby. I love you, I'm here for your whenever you need me. Aight?" He looks in my eyes
"Okay.."
"Good. Now give me a kiss." He says
I kissed him and he touches my waist.
I pulled myself back as I felt that the kiss will start to be something else.
"Wait until we get home." He winked at me and made me smile

The boys recorded their parts now it was my turn to do mine. But until I was doing that I showed them the lyrics I wrote for the other song.
Marshall and the others also likes it.
"I love it." Rocky said
"Really?" I looked at them
"For real, this is much better then what I wrote down."
"Don't be such a asshole to yourself." I pushed him

I went in the booth and recorded my part.
Dre gives me the sign that I can start.
I take a deep breath and start to sing.

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I open my eyes and see Marshall is smiling at me along with the others.
Okay.. I can do this.
I really can do this.
I close my eyes again and continued to sing.

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow, oh

I gave Dre and sign to turn the volume a little more louder because I don't like when I hear myself.
He turns it up for me and I continued.
It's really weird to explain but whenever I record something right away I don't like to hear myself. I want to hear myself after I recorded everything. So that's why I always want the volume more louder.

Don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

I took a deep breath again before I continued with the last part of the song.
Marshall shows me the thumbs up.

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, in love with you
Oh, I'm gonna let it go

I lowered my voice more and more until the song stopped.
I look at the others and they all gave me a head nod that everything is good.

"Is there really everything alright?" I ask
"Come on out. You'll love it I promise you." Dre said
I put the headphones down and walked out of the booth.

"Girl that was fucking amazing." Snoop smiled at me
"You fucking with me or your being for real?" I said to him
"Nah Gabi you were really good. Your voice is really beautiful." Nate said

Dre played me my part. And to be honest I fucking love it myself.
I mean sometimes I do have a feeling my voice is not good at all. But then when I listen to myself I fucking love it.
This just gave me more motivation to continue with the next song.

"Aight then, let's make the next song." I said
"Look who's all in the mood to work. That's my girl." Bizarre said
Marshall gave him a death stare
"Say that shit again and you won't eat no more fucking cookies in your life again." Marshall said

"Leave him alone Babe.." I laughed at him and touched his hand
He looks at me and kissed me
"You'll never have something like this." He kisses me again as he made Bizarre to look at us
"You two are so fucking disgusting." Bizarre said

"Shut up bald ass." Marshall and I said at the same time as we kissed again