𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Japan

The entire flight I couldn't close one eye.
And when I saw one eye. I REALLY MEAN NOT EVEN ONE EYE.
I'm so tired, all I want to do is sleep.
But we just arrived in Japan. Which it gives me a other energy.
And all those motherfuckers slept like nothing happened.

The entire time was thinking about my mom and about Hailie and Alaina.
I love kids and both of the girls are so kind and so adorable.
I wished I could stay more around them.
But it also makes me sad to when parents haves to go to work and the children haves to stay home.

It broke my heart to see how they looked outside the window.
Damn for real if I'll be a mother I'll take my children everywhere with me.
Em can also do it but how I understood he haves some beef with some rappers and it could get messy and unsafe so that's why he doesn't want the girls on tour until everything is alright.

I tried to call my mom but the phone won't work. I don't know if it because im in a different country or so.
But I guess I'll wait until later.

"Let's go eat something." Proof said
"Would you carry me? Please.." I said
"Me?"
"If I ask Bizarre he'll die from a heart attack."
"Oh so you want me to die from a heart attack?" Proof asked
"I'm tired Proof.." I said looking at him
"Aight aight, come here." He said as he bent down and I climbed on his back "better now?"
"Yeah.."

Proof walked like that with me until we found KFC.
"Thank you.." I said to proof as I sat down waiting for my food
"Damn right, you broke my back." He said "yo next time you carry her dawg." Proof said to Marshall
"Huh?" Marshall didn't payed attention
"Nothing, keep eating." I said to him

"Yo let's go in club tonight." Swift said
"Fuck yeah we will." Proof agreed
"You coming too aight?" Swift looked at me
"Me? Do I look like I wanna go out?"
"You will." Marshall looked at me
"Ay man, keep on eating and leave me alone." I said to him as I kicked his leg
"What was that for?"
"For talking in my place." I said to him
"Pussy."
"Dick."
"Bitch."
"Asshole."
He looked at me like he was searching for other names

"Yeah right, keep eating blond guy." I said laughing at him
"I'll kick your ass wait until I got you." Marshall said
"See he always wants to beat me up." I looked at Swift
"Ay man leave her alone." Swift joked with him
"Shut up bald ugly ass mother fucker." Marshall looked at swift
"Damn you don't have to be so mean dawg."

"Aight kiddos, the car is here. We need to go now." Paul said
"Did he just said kiddos?" I looked at Kon Artis
"He did." He smiled at me
"I ain't a kid man."
"Your the youngest and the shortest in this group."
"Just because I'm short then some of you doesn't mean I'm not bigger then someone else." I stuck out my tongue

"Good then I don't have to carry you." Marshall looked at me
"I didn't even wanted you to carry me. Don't worry about it." I said
"Damn she mean to you.." proof said
"I'll get her.. you'll see."
"You'll get my ass. That's what you'll get." I said to Marshall
"I'll get that one too." He laughed together with Proof

"Buz can i sit next to you?"
"Come here girl."
"Aight, we going to the hotel. Y'all can rest today and do whatever you want. Tomorrow we're going to see the stage and then we'll do the sound check and everything. Then I'll show you some good studio around if y'all wanna record something." Paul said
"How long are we going to be here?" Swift asked
"One week. On Wednesday and Friday the tour begins and on Sunday we leave to Germany." Paul said

"This is going to be fun." Kuniva said
"Yo this dog is scaring me dawg." Swift said "he keeps looking at me like he judges me".
"That's because you ugly." Bizarre said
"Yo Gabi, your D-"
"Shut up she's sleeping." Proof said
"Already?" Swift asked
"She didn't slept at all dawg." Proof said "come here Dj."

Marshall's Pov:
Gabi is sleeping, Proof is looking after Dj. I'm writing some new lyrics.
I'm happy to be here. But I already miss my girls.
I wish so bad they could be here with me.

But something that I can't get out of my mind is how Gabi cried because she didn't wanted to leave them behind.
It was really cute to see her caring about my girls but at the same time it broke my heart to see her crying.
I promised my girls that will take care of her.
I won't break that promise.

This time here I want to get close to her. I need to get close to her.
All I think is her and those kisses that we had.
I'm searching for her touch more then anything.

"We here." Paul said
"Yo be careful with her head." I said to bizarre as he tried to move
"Damn I didn't even notice her head on my shoulder." Bizarre said
"Gabi.." I touched her shoulder carefully "Gabi we here. Wake up." I said again
"Agh.. why would you wake me up? Is someone dying?"
"No?"
"Good then wake me up then." She said as tried to lay down
"We're at the hotel."
"Oh.." she opened her eyes "damn.. I'm sorry." She took her handbag "where's Dj?" She panicked
"He's with Proof." Swift Said

We entered the hotel.
Paul was waiting for the keys.
All I hope right now is for me and Gabs to be in the same room.
"Come here buddy." I heard Gabis voice "good boy Dj.." she kissed his forehead

She loves this dog so much.
Is there anything else about this girl that I can't not like?
How the fuck she made me became this soft, I really don't know. But she did it.
It doesn't feel bad but she's the only one I want to be soft with.

"Marshall and Gabi." Paul gave me a key
"Proof, bizarre and Swift."
"And Kon Artis and Kuniva."
"DJ is sleeping in our room." Gabi said
"Aight.." I said

I like dogs, but this dog is scary as hell. Until now he has been good to my girls and Proof.
But Gabi raised him good.
He's just fucking scary and big.

Gabbriettes Pov:
Well great Marshall and I are in the same room.
How is that going to work?
Agh,I'm so not In the mood to fight with him.
I just want to sleep.
That's the only thing I'm thinking right now.
Oh damn..

"Paul, I need to call my mom. But my phone won't work." I told him
"The phones from your room. You call on that one." Paul said
"Aight thank you." I said

Marshall was behind me as walked to the elevator. But then I realized I can't go in a elevator.
Once I'm in there I'll feel the walls getting closer to me.
I can't go in there.

"You aight?"
"I'm taking the stairs." I said
"Yo, you can't take the stairs."
"I can't go in there Marshall." I said
"Aight look, take this." He gave me his bandana and blindfolded me
"That is not going to work Marshall." I said
"Trust me. And take my hand." He said
I touched his hand and stepped in the elevator.

"I can't do this." I stepped out of the elevator again
"I'm with you. Nothing will happen. I promise you nothing will happen to you."
"I can't go in there Marshall."
"Give me your hand." He said "Gabbriette give me your hand." He said "now put the bandana back."
I did what he said.

"Good, now don't think your in a elevator okay? Think about your favorite food or someone you love." He said
I was holding his hand as he was keeping his other arm around my waist.

I could feel something is moving but I couldn't tell what it was.
"Come on." He said and took my bandana off my eyes "you did great." He smiled at me
"I really did it. Thank you.. I- i really appreciate your help." I hugged him

"Let's go see our room."
"Come here Dj." I said to Dj as he didn't want to leave the elevator
Marshall opened the room.

"Damn that's a big room." He said
"And big bed.."
"Oh.."
"Yeah, whatever." I said trying to not freak out

It not that I don't want to sleep in the same bed with him.
I just don't want us to get that close the way he almost did when we kissed.

I lay on the bed with DJs head on my belly.
"Get some rest buddy." I kissed Dj