𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Hard to resist.

As I arrived at Gabis Appartement in La i honestly though she'll be home. Unfortunately how I see she isn't.
I walked around the city for a bit with my bodyguard. Proof took Alice home because tomorrow she haves her graduation.

I walked around the city with my bodyguard and then I went back to Gabis Appartement.
„What are you doing here?" Gabi said as she walked upstairs.
„I wanted to see you.."
„Well you saw me. Now you can go. Bye." she said as she unlocked her door
„Gabi." I walked inside her house before the door closed „you go back, I'll call you when to pick me up." I said to my bodyguard

„Marshall I don't want you here." she said
„What's wrong with you? Huh? Tell me, so I can make it better." I said
„Nothing is wrong. Thank you for getting me out of there. Now you can leave." she said and walked in a other room i walked after her and grabbed her arm

"I took you out of there because I knew they were not going to let you win that case. Yes I told Paul to take all my money and do something. If your mad about that then I can't do nothing about it." I said
"Thank you. I'm not mad at you Marshall I just don't want those bitches to be free especially that one that stabbed me."
"We'll work on that I promise you. But for now it's good you and Alice are out of there." I said

"I guess you right." She said
"I like your apartment." I said looking around
"It's a mess in here. But uh.. you want something to drink? My mom went to the grocery store for me." she said
"Nah I'm good thank you." I said as I sat down on the couch

Her place is very beautiful. It's literally how I imagined, a lot of black and cherry red color. Not to much decor. Basically black everywhere, a lot of instruments..
which I never knew she can play.

"You play at all that?" I asked
"Yeah. It's literally what makes me calm down sometimes." She said
"Why is that?"
"I.. I did a lot of shit. I put my mom in bad situations because of my drugged ass. When I think back at it makes me wanna shot myself for that."
"Nah don't think like that. Your mom loves you Gabs. I can tell she's very proud of you."

"I guess she is.." she said as she changed her clothes in the other room "so why you here?" She asked
"I told you why."
"Nah I know you Marshall. That's not the only reason."
"Gabs we need you on that tour."
"Trust me Marshall i hate this tour. I love my fans and those people that are giving their best for us to be safe but I feel uncomfortable. My guys should be on that stage with me. But I'm literally the only one on that stage and i don't like it." She said "I started with them, they are basically the reason why I got a chance as a solo artist."

"Gabs.. don't you think you should call them again. And see if they changed their mind?"
"They wouldn't. I can't even understand how we ended up here. They loved to work nonstop and to make music the entire time. Here we are the 5th month not recording or even writing a new song."
"That's crazy. But look.. I can understand them. Once you have children you want to spend the time with them even to be around your pregnant wife. I totally get it, but sometimes you gotta take the risk. If you love your job but you also love your family you gotta fight for both. Those children needs food on their table but also their fathers."

"I know. I understand they can't let their wife's alone. I really get it.. but if this will also continue after the babies are here I'll quit the band. Robert knows it."

"Do whatever it's good for you and your career Gab. If you think this is going to be good for you but also for your solo career then do it. Maybe like this you'll feel much comfortable on stage."

"Yeah.. you right. Thank you for you opinion Marshall."
"Don't thank me. We also got to talk about us." I said she looked all confused
"What's with us."
"Gabi.. I'm.. I'm in love with you. And don't fucking think I always do this because this is the most awkward shit I had to say in my entire life. But I have feelings for you. I want you by my side girl."

"You- you have feeling for me?"
"Stop the crap Gabi."
"Sorry.. you just had to see the look on your face." She laughed
"Yo come here. Stop laughing girl." I grabbed her by her waist and sat her on my lap

"I don't know how you got those feelings so fast. And what made you to be this soft but I like it. And I like you. More then you know and more then I show." She said looking at her hands
"Nah look at me." I said to her as I touched her face
"Just don't make me regret this Marshall. Don't make me regret falling for you." She said almost with tears in her eyes
"I promise you. You won't regret it." I smiled

She pressed her lips against mine, without to even think about I kissed her back.
Damn her lips are so fucking soft.
I touched slowly her neck, hearing her moaning against my lips.
"You so fucking beautiful baby." I said continued to kiss her
"Mhh.." she moaned again
"Fuck.." I groaned as I started to kiss her neck.

Shit. I can't do this with her now.
What if she's still a virgin?
Maybe she's not ready for this.
I should just keep my hands to myself until she tells me if she really wants this.

Slowly I felt her stop kissing me.
I looked in her beautiful eyes and grabbed her hair and kissed her again.
Fuck.. I can't get enough of her.

I let go of her hair.
She smiled at me once I stopped kissing her.
"You'll be hard to resist baby." I said looking in her eyes as I was playing with her hair
"Really? Well then.. let the game begin." She said as she stood up from my lap and walked towards the room. She stopped walking and took her pants off.

Fuck.