𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

"I love her doody"

„Yo where is she?" I walked in the backstage
„Who?"
„Gabbriette."
„Not here dawg." Swift Said
„PAUL!" I yelled
„Stop fucking yelling like this. You ain't going to see Gabi."

„What the fuck is that suppose to mean? SHES MY GIRL!"
„Was she your girl when you hurt her?" Proof Said
„Yo what's your problem dawg? Don't you have a girlfriend? Why the fuck you care so much about Gabbriette?" I snapped back at him
„Yo! Don't you fucking talk to me like that ever again dawg. You know goddamn well that I love Alice. And you know that I'll never look at Gabbriette in that way." Proof Said
„Well I guess you do when you won't let me see my girlfriend."

„She doesn't wanna see you Marshall." Paul said
„What is this,huh? I know I was a asshole. I know I've hurt her but I need to see her." I said
„She doesn't want to see you Dawg. Next time when you do some shit you better don't treat her like she's fault for the shit you do."
„I fuckin-„
„Yes you did! Have you seen her arm after you let go of her? Get you shit together and then she'll maybe talk to you." Proof Said walking towards the door "and watch out who you fuck. You know if she finds out your a dead man."

Is he being for real now? Is my best friend really thanking my girlfriend side?
The fuck is he acting like this for?
And since when does he even care how I treat woman's.

To be honest I don't even remember what actually happened.
I smoked some weed before I went back to the hotel. Gabi just went on my nerves because she was ignoring me.
I never meant to hurt her or to scare her.
I love her, that's the last thing i wanna do.

Before I went on stage i looked around again to see if I can find her.
Until I saw Paul coming out of a room.
"Who's in that room?" I asked
"You need to be on stage in 5."
"Nah fuck the stage! I wanna know who's in there? You keeping Gabi away from me." I said walking towards the room Paul came out

I opened the room to see Gabi getting ready.
"Gabi baby." I walked towards her but Big Naz stepped in front of me
"Man move!" I Said to him "Gabi!"
"I don't want to see you Marshall." She said
"Are you fucking kidding me? I need to talk to you Gabs please." I said again "YO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FACE DAWG." I yell at Big Naz

"Marshall you need to leave now!" Paul grabbed my arm
"This is not over Gabbriette." I said walking out of the room

The fuck is this shit?
Is she out of her goddamn mind?
"Yo! Why the fuck y'all acting like i wanna hurt her?"
"Because that's what you did." Alice said
"I.. i didn't meant it that way Alice. I swear to god I'll never put my hands on her."
"You got 5 mins." I turned around and saw Gabi with Big Naz behind her

"Baby.." i Said trying to touch her hand but Big Naz won't allow me to touch her "I'm not HURTING HER DAWG!" I yelled
"It's okay Naz.." she said and big Naz stepped aside

I grabbed her arm and took her in the other room.
"Baby listen to me please." I touched her face "I'm sorry for the way i reacted. I smoked before I came back to the hotel. I'm sorry baby I swear to god I'm sorry. I'll never put my hands on you." I said to her
"Why did you apologize to her?" She said
Kinda surprised me.

"W-what?"
"You apologized to her. Why did you do that? Did you knew her?"
"FUCK YES GABI I KNEW HER. But i didn't knew she was there. I swear to god i didn't knew she was there baby." I tried to touch her arm
"Don't fucking touch me." She said walking towards the door
"Gabi please."

"NO MARSHALL! I'm famous too, i could also fuck and have every man I want but i chose you! I chose to be the girlfriend you never had and you do stuff behind my back? And then you wonder yourself why Kim cheated on you? That's why she cheated on you! Because you are a selfish motherfucker! No matter how much love and attention people gives you, it's never enough for you!"

"Gabi it's not like that."

"It is like that Marshall. When we go back to US i don't want to hear a word from you or even to see you again. I wanted something serious and not a fucking on and off relationship. If this is what you want you can go back to Kim or to those bitches you fucked behind my bag while I was nothing then loyal to you."

Fuck!
Seeing her crying broke my heart.
And she's right, I'm a selfish asshole.
Instead to love her I fucked up everything.
This is so bad. This is so fucking bad.

"FUCK!" I punched the mirror while I was crying to myself

"Yo! Calm down dawg." Proof walked in
"I love her doody. I swear to god i love her." I said crying
"I know man dawg. I know you do." He hugged me
"I fucked up again." I said crying in Proofs arms
"Everything will be Fine Dawg, i promise."