𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Stupid

As Proof and I walked in the studio where the others are. Marshall didn't even looked at us.
Bizarre looked at me to make sure im okay. I smiled at him and sat down on the couch next to Proof and Swift.
"You aight?" Swift asked
"Yeah.." I said
"He's mad." Swift whispered and pointed at Marshall
I nodded to him.
"I know.." I whispered back to him

"Aight, this is Juno. Juno owns three studios here in Japan. Actually the best studios here in Japan. I wanted to come with you here because we're not going to be only for one week here. But maybe even three weeks. I'm pretty sure that in the free time y'all will want to record something. Y'all can have this entire building and studio just for yourself as long we stay here." Paul said

"Yo thank you man. This means a lot for us." Marshall spoke up
"Thanks man. We really appreciate it." Proof said to Juno

"I'm happy to help and how Paul said this is all yours while you stay here. So feel like home. You can do whatever you want in here. I'm not going to control y'all or shit like that. I trust all of you to do a good job." Juno said

"Thank you." I smiled at him
"Aight kiddos. We need to go see the main stage. And then y'all can do whatever you want. Tomorrow is the sound check and then the show will begin." Paul said

We all said goodbye to Juno. And went back to the bus.
On the way back to the elevator Proof took my hand and holds me close to him and Bizarre as we went down.
I hate this elevator and the feeling I have in my stomach whenever I'm in there.
Even though my eyes are close I can feel that I'm in a very small place.
I can breath very hard in there even though my eyes are close but once I'm out of there I'm fine again.

We got in the bus. Dj was sitting on Proofs lap. I was sitting next to Proof and Bizarre Marshall was sitting two sits behind the others all by himself.
Well what does he want me to do?
You don't control me and act like you my boss and I won't talk to you like that.
I don't even know why he's mad.
I'm the one that I'm supposed to be mad not him. He's just acting like a baby because he thinks I'll ever look at Proof or the others the way I do with him.

But if he really thinks like that then fuck him.
Proof and the others are to me like my older brothers. Marshall could also be one of them if we didn't had those feelings for each other.
I ain't a fucking bitch to fuck with him and his friends especially with his best friend.

Whatever, I ain't gonna fuck up my entire mood just because Marshall thinks that I'll fuck with his best friends.
He should get his life in check and then talk to me.
I ain't here to let him to lecture me about anything.

"Should we go out tonight?" Swift asked
"Let's go. But YOU are coming with us." Kon Artis said
"I- yeah fine I'll come too." I said
"Finally." Bizarre rolled his eyes at me
"I'll take your eyes out of you ever do that again."

"You gotta grow up a little to do that. Look at you, you look so small. You need two inches high heels to be on a normal hight." Bizarre laughed
"Mother fucker come here." I said as I slapped his head and bite one of his finger
"OUCH!"
The others laughed
"She fucking bite my finger." Bizarre tried to defend himself
"Do it again girl." Kuniva said
"Hell nah. You stay the fuck away from me." Bizarre said

"You won't talk to him?" Proof asked
"I should. But I won't. I'm not his girlfriend. He doesn't fuck with me around and acts like that. And I'm not one of his whores to run behind his ass just because he gets mad. He'll get over it." I said

"And what if he won't talk to you at all?" Swift asked
"And? I came here to do my job not to worry about what Marshall thinks about me. He should get his life in check and then act like that with me." I said

"Yo, I can fucking hear you bitch." Marshall yelled
"Don't fucking yell. And I don't give a fuck if you heard me. Now keep watching on the fucking window like you did minutes ago." I said to him
"Stupid whore."

"What did you said?" I stood up
"Yo Gabi come back girl." Swift tried to grab my arm
"To who the fuck you think you standing up for bitch? I'll knock you the fuck out stupid slut." Marshall said to me as he also stood up
"Mother fucker.." I punched him in his face

"Yo! Cut that shit out." Proof grabbed my arm and pulled me out of there as he sat me back down
"Stupid whore." Marshall said
"Stupid whore is your mother and your ex wife you gross ass motherfucker. You think your being special just because you talk like that? Mother fucker I ain't those whores you fuck that shakes in front of you once you yell once. Just because your a men that doesn't mean that I'm afraid of you. You stupid fuck." I yelled at him

"Yo two gotta talk about whatever is going between you two." Swift said
"I ain't talking to that bitch." Marshall yelled as he was holding his hand to his nose
"And I ain't going to talk to him. And tonight you'll sleep in a different room cause in my room you won't sleep." I said
"Fuck you slut." He yelled

"Yo! We here to do our fucking job aren't we? I get it you have feelings for each other. But y'all don't gotta act like this. Act like fucking adults and stop this shit." Kuniva said
"He needs to grow the fuck up. He's getting mad just because Proof helped me. Your fucking jealousy and angry issues you can stuck it in your white bald ass. Cause you ain't going to act around me like that." I said

"We here now. You go help him now, and we going to distract Paul to not see this shit." Proof said
"I ain't going to help this Mot-"
"Gabbriette. Now!" Proof yelled
I looked at him and I stood up and took a towel and put some water on it.

The others left the bus. It was just me and Marshall in the bus.
I was holding his head as he was looking up to the ceiling.
"You kicked my ass. You know that right?" He spoke up
"You deserve it." I said
"I know. I'm sorry.." he looked in my eyes

"Why the fuck you gotta act like this. He just helped me. Nothing more than that. I could never look at him or the others the way I look at you." I said
"I-" he spoke

"No Marshall you don't. You don't know nothing. You think I'm like Kim or like those other bitches that cheats and do shit like that. They are like my older brothers nothing more then that." I said

"I'm sorry. I'm stupid, i really don't know what I thought. I know Proof will never do this shit. And I know you won't also do it. But I can't even stand to not sit next to you for one sec how the fuck you want me to be when a other man touches you doesn't matter if it's my homie or not."

"Marshall your not my boyfriend." I said and stood up from the chair
"Gab.." I heard Marshall speaking but I already left the bus.