𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

It wasn't like that

It's been now a couple of weeks since I was in jail. I'm not at my moms house with the girls spending some time with her.
The girls loves my mom, they really like to come here and to have my mom around. Which I'm very happy about it.

Marshall is in the studio I'll go there later after I bring the girls to grandma Betty. She called yesterday and told us that she would love to have the girls for a week to spend the time with them.
And also Marshall and I with the boys needs to leave in Uk for almost a week. We have there some press conference and then we need to talk about the tour we going to do.

"Nana, how did you lern how to cook?" Alaina asked my mom
"Oh sweetheart, it's been a long time since I've learned how to do that. I was around 13 when I started to watch my mothers steps in the kitchen."
"That's so cool.." she said as she kept listening to my mom
"My favorite part was when she was backing for us all. That's when I was always trying to help her and from then I tried by myself how to cook and Backe."

"You think I'll be a great backer one day?" Hailie looks at her
"Sure baby, you going to have the entire time in the world to lern that. You two going to be great backers."
"Yay I can't wait until I'll lern how to Backe just like you nana."
My mom and I smiled at them.

"So when are you guys going to leave?" My mom looks at me
"I think tomorrow night, I'm not sure."
"You can leave the girls here if you want. I don't have a problem with it."
"Grandma Betty wants to see the girls too. I'll bring them later to her house. And my you don't gotta watch the girls all the time. This is not your responsibility."
"Don't be silly, I love to watch them. Plus it reminds me of when your a baby too. I love the girls like my own children."
"I know mam, but soon Kim will get better to then she'll have the girls over also."

My mom walked to the kitchen "how is Kim feeling by the way?"
"Good I think. I was way to busy and I couldn't talk to her but I guess she's good."
"That's good, I'm happy for her. She's a really good mom."
"Yeah she really is." I said drinking from my coffee

I mean I hope she is. I should check on her more often. I just didn't do it because I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable when she sees me. But I'll call her later to see if she's alright.
Plus the girls also asks about her and wants to know is she's okay.

After we spend some time at my moms house it was time for us to go.
Grandma Betty is waiting for us.
"Come on girls nana Betty is waiting for you."
"Nana are we going to see you pretty soon?"
"Sure baby. You two go have fun and when you come back I'll make sure I'll Backe some brownies for ya. I love you two." My mom kissed both on their forehead and the girls took their stuff
"Thank you for today mom. I had fun, I'll call you to let you know when I'm going to leave to uk. Love you."
"Love you too sweetheart, tell Marshall to take good care of you."
"Yes mom, take good care. Call me if there is anything."

As I arrived at Grandma Betty house she waited for us outside.
"Nana." The girls ran towards her
"Hi Betty." I smiled at her
"Hi baby, you look beautiful." She hugged me
"Come on inside."
"Nana I'm sorry but I have to go back to work. Are you sure you can have the girls over for this week?"
"Sure darling. Don't worry about it, you go do your stuff I'll let you know if there is something." She hugged me again
"Thank you. Alright girls, Gabi haves to go work with daddy again. I'll see you girls pretty soon when we come back."
"Okay.. we love you Gabi." Alaina hugged me
"Love you too girls. Be good with nana okay." I said and walked back to the car

I mean to be honest, Marshall doesn't want me to go in the house when he's not with me.
The reason why is because of his mother. He doesn't know is she might be there and then she'll talk some bullshit again.
Just like the last time when I meet her.
So since then Marshall told me to not go in the house only when he's with me.

I'm now in the car driving to the studio.
I took my phone out and tried to call Kim.
"Hey."
"Hi girl, how are you?"
"I'm okay. I just came back from the store. How are you and the girls?"
"I'm good the girls are good. I just took them to my mom and spend some time there but Grandma Betty wanted to see them too so I took them there. She's going to watch them for this week."
"You got work?"
"Yeah, it may possibly be that we go back on tour."
"Shit. Well let me know and I'll talk to Marshall. Maybe I can have the girls then if I also feel better."
"Sure, just call if you ever need something."
"Thank you. And thank you for taking care of the girls."
"Don't take me Kim. You just please take good care of you aight?"
"Yes." 
"Alright then. I need to hang up cause I'm almost here at the studio. I'll see you soon. Love ya."
"See you soon. Love ya too." She hung up

I parked the car and went upstairs where Marshall and the others are.
I could hear loud music coming from outside.
I opened the door to see Marshall and the others was watching those groupies as they were dancing on them.
Is he fucking kidding me right now.
I stopped the music and they all looked at me shocked.

"Baby.." Marshall stood up and came towards me I put my hand in front of his face
"The party is over bitches. You better go now before y'all have no hair anymore." I said to those bitches
"Em.. I'll call yo-" this blonde girl touched him and I took her hand and pushed her outside of the room
She felt down and looked at me like I'm crazy
"I see your fake ass here again I'll fucking kill all of you. Now move." I said to them

"Yo babe.. I swear is not what it looks like." He said trying to touch me
"Don't fucking touch me. And YOU!" I pointed my finger on Proof "Did you forgot you got a pregnant woman home? Or do I have to remind you of that?"
"Shit Gabi, it was really not the way it looked like."
"Listen to me all of you. Especially you two. I'm done with this bullshit. I'm sure if Alice will know that you have this bitches around you she won't be happy especially now when she carries your baby. And y'all want to fuck, then go to a fucking strip club or something." I said to the others ones and took my bag and left the room

"Babe." Marshall came after me
"I said don't fucking talk to me. Do whatever you want to do from now on." I walked towards the exit
"Yo are you breaking up with me? What the fuck you mean? Babe? Come on I swear to god it wasn't like that yo." Marshall yelled after me

Fuck him.
I'm done with this shit.
And I'm supposed to trust him?
Fuck no.