𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Talk to me

It's 9am and I need to go to the studio.
Gabi is not in bed next to me.
I took a shower and wear my clothes.

I walk downstairs and Gabi was doing breakfast.
The kids were on the table.
I smiled at them but they all had a sad face.

"What's wrong?" I asked
"Why is mom so sad dad?" Hailie asked
"She's not sad baby, she's a little tired."
"Well then why don't you do breakfast and let her to rest. She takes care of us and of this house. She doesn't look good at all. She doesn't smile nothing. It's like she doesn't even want to be here." Alaina said "don't get me wrong uncle i love you but you need to do something. I know how you two use to be and this is not the two people I use to see back then."

"I know baby, i know.." i Said
I continued to watch Gabi as she cuts the fruits and then she comes towards the table.
She smiles at the kids and takes Ace i her arms as she goes in the living room.

"See. She loves strawberries and pancakes. But she doesn't eat dad. Please do something i don't like to see her like this." Hailie said
"Go ahead eat baby, I'll be right back." I stood up from the table

"Baby?" I Said to Gabi as i walked closer to her
"Hm?" She said in a soft voice
"You aight cutie?" I said touching her face
"Yeah.." she then ignores to look at me
"Baby.. Look I'll stay home today. Let's do something fun us and the kids when they are coming home from school."
"I don't want you to stay home because of me. Im not in the mood to do anything." She said

"Gabi please just talk to me. Just please for the love of god, tell me what's going with you. Am I the reason why you acting like this? Am I not make you happy? What is it baby just please tell me."
"There is nothing to tell Marshall. I just don't want you to stay home because of me. You've got work to do, the kids needs to go to school."

"Look I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but I hope you won't come to talk to me when it's to late. I don't want to see the kids like this because of you. And I have enough of you acting like this. I tried everything, if this what you want then fine. Don't leave the house, don't do anything just stay home and take care of Ace." I said to her and walked back in the kitchen

Hailie and Alaina gave me a look.
"What?" I asked
"That was fucking bad dad." Hailie said
"Little Girl what did I say about cursing?"
"No dad, don't come up with that. You know what you just go to work, Naz will drive us to school and when you come back from your work I'll tell mom to come pick us up because clearly there is something YOU need to figure out. Because i won't accept to see Gabi like this over and over again." Hailie stood up from the table

"Im sorry uncle but she's right. We all can clearly see that she's not happy. And whatever the reason is, the more quieter she stays the more she gets sadder and sadder. We're going to give you this weekend alone. But please make it work again." Alaina said

"We taking Ace with us. You guys just talk and try to figure it out. Aight uncle Marshall?" Nyeem said

I nodded my head and didn't say anything.
I can't believe how intelligent this children are.
But fuck, i now realize how I talked to her.
I see her she's still in the living room giving breast to Ace.
What the fuck am I going to do with her?

I started to clean the table. "Leave that I'll do it." Gabi said
"I want to help."
"That's okay, you don't have to." She said
"Gabi.."
"Marshall, i don't need your help. Just leave it, I'll do it."
I looked at her for a sec and i left the kitchen.
I need to calm down or I'll say something else that will hurt her and I'm not going to fight with her.

I need to get her to speak, but how?
Crazy that she doesn't talk to anyone, not even a doctor or something.
She fucking keeps everything inside.
I should probably tell her that this weekend we're going to be alone.

"The kids are going to Kim's house this weekend."
"Kim can't take care of all Marshall."
"Yes she can. After your done acting like a brat, get Ace bag ready."
"What the fuck did you just called me?"
"A fucking brat."
"Fuck you Marshall." She yell but the Glas from her hand slipped out of her hand
"Shit.." i Said and tried to help her
"DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!" She yell and walked away from me as she left her blood footsteps all over the place.

I walk after her and grabbed her arm. I pick her up in my arms and sat her on the couch.
"Don't fucking move." I warn her
I took the couple of glass pieces out of her feet.
I put some alcohol on her feet and I bandaged her feet.
I look at her and she just doesn't say anything.

"Gabi.."
"Thank you." She said as she stood up from the couch trying to leave
I grabbed her arm and pulled her close to me
"Talk to me. Please.." I looked in her eyes
"Let go of my arm please.." she said I let her go and she looks at me for a bit but she leaves back in the kitchen.

FUCK!