𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Birthday

Today is my birthday.
I feel kinda good but kinda anxious for the party that Alice and Proof prepared for me.
Todays morning I celebrated with my mom and Alice but now I'm on the way to the location where my party is.

I honestly don't know who is going to be here and how this night is going to look like but I just wanna have fun.
I told Alice to invite the people I'm in good contact with and some that also invited me to some of their party's.
So i guess tonight I'll see a lot of people.

The one I hope that is not going to be here is Marshall.
But I know that's impossible.
Dre, 50 and the others are going to be here so he's also going to be here.
I just hoped for a sec so he'll act selfish and not appear here.

But fuck it. How I said tonight is my birthday and I won't let anything to ruin it. I just wanna have fun tonight.

This two weeks was okay.
I bought a new house, I'll move in at the end of the months.
The boys and I started to work on the new album.
And yeah.. everything is fine.
I mean I think everything is fine. I miss Marshall.. I miss him so bad. I had some nights were I cried like a bitch but then it made me realize that if he really wanted me he'll at least call me or something.
I'm pretty sure he had a lot of fun those two weeks without me.

But anyway, tonight I'll keep my shit together and I won't try to talk to him.
He also haven't send me the contact to sign for me to leave the label.
I guess he forgot, but I'll tell him tonight.
And I already found a new manger, I just need Marshall to sign those papers so I can finally leave Shady records and Marshall to not be my manger anymore.
Let's hope he's not going to go all crazy when I tell him all this stuff.

Tonight I'm wearing a short leopard dress with some small high heels.
My gray eyeshadow with a eyeliner as always.

Marshall Pov:
Im freaking the fuck out to see Gabi after those two weeks without her.
She actually didn't send me a invitation to her birthday. But I think she needs to be really crazy thinking that I won't come to her birthday.
My girl is 19 years old, I can't miss this.

Damn.. this two weeks without her was hell for me.
Since she left I always slept in the guest room where she slept before she left my house.
The bed smells like her perfume.
I miss her so Bad but I know she won't take me back until I don't change.

She won't believe me if I tell that I actually didn't fucked no bitch since she left.
I mean I tried. But I swear to god my dick won't get hard whenever those bitches will be around.
This one chick tried for one hour to get my dick hard and when she finally did it I accidentally said Gabis name and she got pissed off.

Well not gonna lie, but the sex with Gabi was the best I had in my entire life.
The crazy stuff we'll do but also being all sensitive at the same time was the best I ever had.
Damn I can't believe she really got me so hard.
I guess this is my punishment for being a asshole.

I'll give my best to get her back, I fucking need her more then anything.
And my girls.. shiit. They always ask about her.
Every fucking day. They wanna know where she is when she comes back.
Since Gabi left I always had to tell them that she's working and that is going to take her some time until she's going to be back home.

But what if Gabi will never give me a other chance?
Fuck.. I really need to get her back.

We're all here waiting for her.
Crazy but a lot of people are here.
Especially rappers like Dmx and Nelly.
Thanks to god I decided to come.
I don't want any of those mother fuckers to look at her in a weird way or to try something with her.

Gabbriettes Pov:
This bitch brought the paparazzi here?
What is all this? Omg!

As I got out of the car all the paparazzi were taking pictures of me.

"Happy Birthday." One of the cameraman said
"Thank you.." I smiled

"Gabi Here.." a other cameraman said for me to pose for him
"To the right Gabi!" I hear a woman saying
I posed for them really fast and then I got inside the building.

"Happy Birthday!" They all screamed
"Omg!! Thank you so much!" I said covering my face

"Girl Look at you. You look sexy as hell." Missy Elliott hugged me
"Damn girl.. look at the ass." Lil Kim gave me a cheek kiss
"Thank you." I smiled and hugged them back

"Happy birthday bitch!" Alice hugged me
"Yooo! You crazy hoe, what's all this.." I said hugging her
"You like it?"
"I love it Alice, thank you for everything." I kissed her cheek

"And what about us huh? You forgot about Dre or Something?" Dre stood there with his arms open
"Of course I didn't forget about you dawg." I smiled and hugged him
"Happy Birthday Crazy." 50 hugged me
"Thank you.." I smiled at him

"Yo get your hands off my sister dawg." Proof pushed 50 of side and hugged me "happy birthday sis." Proof said
"Thank you Proof.." I said

"Well well well, look at our rockstar queen." Dmx said
"I ain't no Rockstar Queen man." I said laughing at him and he immediately hugged me
"Happy Birthday Gabs, you look beautiful as hell." He kissed my cheek
"You don't look bad yourself X." I smiled at him

"Where is my hug yo?" Nelly stood there
"Nah man she's mine!" Dmx took me in his arms as Nelly wanted to hug me
"Get your dirty hands off her dawg. Let the girl alone." Snoop took me out of Dmx arms

"Happy Birthday kitty cat." Snoop hugged me
"Yo! Where is my hug?" Nelly said again
"Aight, aight come here cuz." Snoop jokes with him
"Not you dawg." Nelly pushed snoop off side and opened his arms to hug me
"Happy Birthday Gabs." He said
"Thank you.." I hugged him back

Marshall's Pov:
Is she really going to let those punks to touch her like that?
She doesn't even fucking see me.
I know it's her birthday, but she literally hugged almost every one but she didn't looked once in my way.
I hate bitches that acts like this.

Fuck this shit I'm out of here.
I walked towards the back door.
"Yo where you going dawg?" Swift said
"I'm leaving dawg, she doesn't even fucking see me man."
"Give her some time man. Don't ruin this night come on." He said and pushed me back to where everyone was.