𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Show time

20 minutes before the show:

I feel like the room is moving with me.
I drank water but I threw all up.
My body is shaking so bad right now.
I'm sweating really bad.

This always happens to me before a show.
My anxiety kicks in and I suddenly can't breath anymore and I'm having a panic attack.
This is the worst shit I have to get every fucking day whenever I have to do something like this.

Marshall and the others are still on the stage to finish the last song. Then I'll be a break for 5 minutes and then it's my turn.
I don't even know what to do right now
I feel like I'm going to pass out.

I walk around a little bit until I heard Proofs voice.
"Yo this is fir- Holy shit yo. You aight?"
I didn't got to answer him and I passed out.
I felt my entire body getting heavier and all I could feel how my entire body hurts.

Proofs Pov:
"Yo Gabi! Gabi Wake up girl." I said to her as I threw some water on her face
Shit!
"PAUL!" I yelled out "PAUL!" I yelled again
"Yo wha- Holy shit." Bizarre said
"Help me to put her on the couch." I said
Bizarre took her both feet's I took her arms and put her on the couch.

"You called me?" Paul finally appeared
"Where is the fucking doctor?" I said
"She just passed out in front of me." I said to him
"Shit! Did she took drugs?" Paul asked
"I don't man. She just passed out when I came here." I said

I hope she didn't took any drugs.
Which I don't believe she did because she's sober. The only pills she haves to take is for her fear of being in small rooms.
Or is maybe is this the reason why she passed out?

"Yo what you doing?" Bizarre asked
"Small rooms. She's afraid being in a small room. This room looks small." I said as I took her in my arms and waked out of the room

"Shit what happened?" Swift asked
"She passed out." I said "tell Marshall to come in this room. And tell Paul to hurry up with that fucking doctor." I said as I walked in a bigger room with her in my arms.

"Yo the doctor is here." Bizarre and Swift walked in with the doctor
"What happened?" The doctor asked
"I walked in the room and she passed out."
"Does she do drugs?"
"No she's sober."
"Does she have other issues like being afraid of something or allergic to anything?" The doctor asked
"She uh-" I tried to calm down "she's afraid to be in small rooms. She takes pills for that whenever she haves to be in a flight." I said trying to think of what else she haves
"Oh she doesn't see colors." Bizarre said
"She doesn't hear with one year 100%." I said

"I see. What's her full name?" The doctor asked
"Céline that's all we know her name is." I said
"How old?"
"18." I said
"Alright we need to wait until she wakes up. She had a panic attack, probably because she was in a small room but also because of the stress." The doctor said

"She didn't seemed stressed at all before we came here." Swift said
"Yo where is Gabi?" "Marshall finally came "how is she?" He touched her forehead
"She had a panic attack." Swift said
"Fuck.." Marshall said "is she going to be alright?" Marshall asked
"Yeah, she'll wake up pretty soon." The doctor said
"What about the sh-"
"Gabi!" Bizarre yelled

"The fuck happened?" She said trying to look around
"You had a panic attack." I said
"Shit the show." She said and immediately stood up from the couch
"I'm sorry but you can't perform like this." The doctor said
"Am I going to die?"
"No.."
"Good then I can perform." She said walking out of the room

"Is she crazy?" Swift looked at me
"Yo she can't perform like that dawg" I said to Marshall
Marshall immediately went after her.

Gabbriettes Pov:
Shit i feel so dizzy.
I need water..
"Sofia can I please have some water." I said to one of the assistants
She gave me a bottle of water I immediately drank it.

"Gabs." Marshall runs after me
"I have a show to do Marshall." I said keeping walking
"You can't perform like this. You just had a panic attack." He grabbed my arm
"I'm fine. I feel alright now. I can't disappoint those people." I said
"Your health is more important then a goddamn show." He almost yelled at me
"I have this shit every time before a show Marshall. This shit is nothing new to me. Now let me go." I said