𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Jealous for the first time

I woke up alone in bed. I remember last night Marshall came back. But I don't really remember what actually happened.
Dj is nowhere in the room.
I guess Marshall took him with him.
I made my bed, because I really hate it to leave a mess behind me in my room. So I clean up behind me.

I got up went to the bathroom and showered really fast.
I brushed my teeth, put some cream on my face my mascara and some lip gloss.
I took my baggy jeans and a t-shirt from Marshall that is clearly bigger then me but also bigger then him.

I locked our room and I went downstairs to the lobby.
The only problem now is.. the elevator.
Should I risk it?
Nah I should probably mind my own business.
I took the stairs to go down to the lobby.

As I finally got there I walked to the canteen.
Where is supposed to others are.
I walked in they were all sitting at the table.
Marshall back was facing me. Dj was sitting next to him on the floor.
But suddenly I see this that is sitting in front of him.
I've never seen her before.

"Hey." I said to them I bent myself down and kissed Marshall on his lips
I know I caught him off guard as I did that.
But I don't like the way this girl was looking at him at all.

"Hi Gabi." Proof and the others said
"Hi gabs." Marshall said

Really?
I looked at Marshall a little confused.
He's acting so weird which he never is like that even when we're around the others.

Is it because of this girl?
Who is she?
Well if no one will introduce me to her then I'll introduce myself.

"Hi I'm Gabbriette. Nice to meet you." I said giving her a fake smile
"Hi, I know how you are. Im Ana." She said also giving me a small smile and then she looked at Marshall.

Why is she keep looking at him?
Is there something I should know?

I mean damn, why the fuck do I even care?
Am I with Marshall together with her je- to get angry over this girl.
Fuck it, if he's going to act all cold that's what I'm also going to do.

"Big Naz. Let's go shopping." I said to him
I stood up and took Dj leash and left together with Big Naz.
I didn't say shit to the others.

I don't like the mood they are in and Marshall is being weird as fuck.
"You aight?" Big Naz asked
"Who was that girl?" I asked
"That's a groupie that Proof slept with last night." Big Naz said

"I see.." I said keeping walking
So that's Proof bitch but she's looking at Marshall like she wants to eat him up.
Ugh how I hate this kind of woman's.

Why can't you not stay by the guy that fucked you last night?
Why you trying to get the attention from his homie too?
I don't get this woman's.
I mean I get it that they are groupies and they fuck around with a lot of men's but still.
She looked at Marshall like she wants him to fuck the shit out of her.

"Where you wanna go?"
"Let's go for a walk. I need some fresh air." I said
"No shopping?"
"I don't got my wallet with me. And who needs close? I have the ones that I only wear to sleep or to change in." I said

"Aight. You let me know. I could pay for you." Big Naz said
"That won't happen Big." I said smiling at him

Big Naz retuned back to the hotel after we walked for about one hour downtown.
It was beautiful, the people were really nice some of them even recognized me and asked for pictures and autographs.

This country is really beautiful, the culture is so beautiful and the people are so nice and respectful.
I wish USA will also be like this.
USA really needs all the people to be nice and good to each other.
Cause we all eating others up so we can make ourselves big.
Which I know it's not only in USA but from what I see.
USA it's a very toxic country.

Big Naz and I went upstairs.
I was in the elevator with him, as the elevator stopped and the doors opened Marshall and this groupie were waiting for the elevator.

The fuck?
Why is she up here?
And why is Marshall with her?

I'll fucking..
Agh, nope. Nope I won't do shit.
Fuck him, he can do whatever he wants.
If he can keep his dick in his pants good. If not.. he can go ahead and sleep with his groupies cause I ain't going to with him like this.

I got out of the elevator with Big Naz. I didn't say anything to Marshall, I just walked past him.
Dj stopped in front of Marshall as he saw him.

"Come here Dj." I said to him and he walked to me

Let's see if this motherfucker has been fucking this bitch in my bed.
I opened the door.

I fucking knew it.
I didn't left the room like this.
Oh.. this is it.

You can't tell me that you want me and shit but then once I'm not around you fuck other bitches.
Fuck no!

Not with me Marshall.
Not with ME!

I packed my clothes and left the room.
He wants to fuck other bitches?
Well, he can have this room for himself. Cause I ain't go sleep in the bed he fucked a bitch that fucks and sucks every gross ass man.

I knocked on Big Naz room.
He immediately opened up.
"Do you got two beds?" I asked
"Three actually. One for baby's too." He said
"Can I sleep in here tonight until I find a other room?" I asked
"Come in." He said

"I'm sorry Big, but I can't sleep in that bed that he fucked this bitch." I said
"He did?"
"Fuck yeah. I left the room all cleaned up, motherfucker left behind him a entire world war." I said Naz smiled at what I said "nah I'm done with his bullshit. I'll be consecrated on this fucking tour and that's it. He ain't going to play with me the way he wants." I said

"I like the way you think." Big Naz said
"Thanks for letting me stay." I said
"Your my boss." He said
"Didn't I told you that to me your my friend and my older brother? Yes I did. Now stop thinking I'm your boss." I said