𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Marshall and Gabbriette pt2

Why would he want to touch me so bad but then he pushes me away?
I want him so bad right now but I can't have him.
I can't allow myself to touch him.
If that will ever happen then I lost it. I'll be fucking obsessed with him.

"Next time you better don't touch me like that." I said as I walked out of the bathroom
"Why not?"
"I'm just saying."
"Well don't say it anymore." He said as he followed me around with his gaze
"Let's eat. I waited for you to be ready."
"Thank you.."

Marshall and I were eating.
He was keep looking at me the entire time but I don't understand why.
Man I just want him to be honest with me. I want to know if he wants something from me or if he just plans to fuck around and that's all.

"Why you looking at me like that? Is there something I should know?" I asked
"You know is going to be damn hard for me to sleep in the same room with you, work with you, be on stage with you. But I'm not allowed to touch you. I don't know how you feel about those kissed that we had. But I can't get them out of my head. All I know is that I want you to stay around me every time." He said

He really thinks about the kisses?

"I was also thinking about the kisses we had. We got really close from the minute we first meet. I just don't want to be a fuck buddy for you."

"Trust me, if you'll know what's in my head and if you'll know what I'm thinking about you. You won't say that."

"Really?" I said standing up from my chair "and what are you thinking about?" I said as I sat down on his lap
"Don't even start Gabs." He said as he tried to ignore my eyes

"Hm, you seem way to cold for someone that just said those things to me." I said standing up
"Yo, I didn't mean it like that. Come back here." He touched my hand and pulled me back on his lap
"Let's just see how things goes on. We could keep it for us. No one will have to know what's going on between us two. All I want you to do is to be always around me. I need to have you around me." He said as he kissed my hand that he was holding

"We can keep it private. I'm good with that." I said
"Good.." he winked at me "now go eat." He slapped my ass as I stood up
"Ouch.. asshole."
"Beautiful Ass.." he said as he bites his lips
"So what are the others doing?" I asked trying to skip the conversation

"They either half dead or half asleep." He said as he made me laugh
"Ah shit.." he said
"Wha-" I said as I looked at the tv

There was pictures with me and Marshall form the airport as he was hugging me.
Where the fuck aren't those motherfuckers won't be at.

"Yo how the fuck did they even got that picture? Those motherfuckers won't ever stop." He said as he left the table
"Fuck them. We're on tour, we're not somewhere on a vacation. What can they say about it?" I said as I walked to the bed
"Come here buddy." I gave Dj some apples form my hand
"One day I'll fuck them up, for ruining all of my good moments with their stupid pictures."

"Oh poor Marshall." I said to him
"Stop provoking me."
"Or what?"
He grabbed my neck and pulled me close to him. And gave me a little kiss on my lips
We looked at each other for a sec.
He immediately grabbed my face again and kissed me.

"Yo wake up sleepy heads." Paul knocked on our door
Marshall's lips were still on mine when he let out a breath and gave me a other kiss.
"Aight man we'll be down soon." He said
"This day is going to be long. Oh and today you'll meet a other friend of mine and the others his name is Obie. He'll be part of the show. Dre will also join the tour with us in Germany." Marshall said as he was wearing his t-shirt

"Yo my eyes are up here, and not down there." Marshall said to me as I snapped out of my dirty fantasies
"You should wear more often this kind of t-shirt." I said to him
"You like it huh?" He smiled at me

I didn't respond to it and i took my bag.
I love whenever we get this close to each other.

"You forgot this." He puts his bandana on my eyes so I could step in the elevator. "You aight?"
"Mhm.." I said as I was trying to stay calm
"You got this." He kissed my forehead

"Yo look who's here. You fucking assholes didn't came to party with us." Swift said
"He was busy with his girl." Proof said
"Man shut up." Bizarre said to proof
"Come here girly. I missed you." Bizarre opened his arms
"I missed you too Buz."
"And me?" Swift asked
" you ugly, she doesn't like ugly motherfuckers like you." Bizarre told Swift

"Aight, I'm going to show you some good studios around here.
Then we also have to start with the sound check." Paul said
"Aight then." I said as I stood and walked to the car

Dj immediately went to sit next to proof when saw him.
"He loves me." Proof smiled at me
"He does. You doing great." I smiled back at him

"What's that smiling for?" Marshall whispered
"What you mean?"
"The way you smiled at Proof."
"Oh god Marshall. Don't even start." I said and went on the backseats next to bizarre and Proof

I don't like when people tells me what to do.
And I don't get it why the fuck he's being so jealous about one smile.

"Why is big Naz not here?" I asked Paul
"I gave him a free day to talk to his wife and to rest. Is that ok for you?" Paul said
"Yeah sure. You did good." I said