Marshall's Pov: Seeing Gabi and Channing walking together on stage makes me so happy to see her again. Channing holds his hand for her as she walks the stairs. She looks so beautiful tonight. I can't believe I cheated on a woman like this.
She's wearing a black outfit, that kinda shows a lot of her skin. Her tattoos are looking amazing on her skin. Her make up sits perfectly.
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She takes the award and looks at Channing if he wants to talk first. Channing shakes his head and allows Gabi to talk first.
She takes a deep breath and looks around the crowd. "Damn, I'm more then honored to win this award. Im happy i made a good friend and that I experienced so many things together with Channing, Mario, Damaine and the entire step up cast." "On the way here she started to cry because she thought nobody liked the movie." Channing speaks up and the crowd laughed at what he said "That's not true." She plays along "aight anyways, I wanted to thank some old friends of mine from Detroit. I know they are somewhere here. They really supported me for a while and I wanted to thank them. Proof, Bizzare, Kon Artis, Kuniva and Swift. My dear friend Alice for always being on my side. Damn I really appreciate everything. Thank you so much." She gave the crowd a air kiss and walked backstage with Channing holding on her arm to support her
Did she really thank everyone except for me? Damn. "I missed her dawg. We should go talk to her." Swift said "Yeah.." Kuniva agreed "Maybe later." I said and tried not get all pissed of
I mean I know I hurt her, but I also supported her in a lot of ways. Did she forgot that I was her manager at one point. This woman fucks with my nerves right now. But fuck it, I'll catch her later."
Gabbriettes Pov: "We fucking did it." Channing hugs me "Fuck yeah we did." I hugged him back
"Gabbriette, can we make a interview with you two?" The reporter asked "Sure.." I smiled "So how did you two enjoyed the night so far? I guess you both are really happy to win this award." "So far everything was perfect, I mean the show is not over yet. We are more then happy and we thankful for everyone that nominated our movie." Channing said "How Channing said, the show is not over yet. Do you think you going to win the best female performance?" "Uh.. I don't know. I guess we going to see. Im happy with what I got." I smiled "Well I guess we'll see you at the after party then. It was a pleasure to meet you two." The reporter said and walked to the others
"Crazy that nobody asked about Marshall." Chan said "Yeah. Im thankful they don't ask about it." "You sure you don't want to talk to him?" "It's already enough that he's here." "Aight, just let me know when you don't feel well." "Thank you."
After the break up with Marshall, Channing was always here for me. We don't date or anything he's just a good friend. Also I'm more then happy that people didn't asked about Marshall and I. I guess even though we went public people didn't really notice that something happened between us because both of us stood pretty calm and didn't do nothing out of the hand.
After the break up, i had a mental breakdown. I wasn't eating or doing anything. My mother, Alice and Proof with the others were the only one that looked after me. And yes Proof and the rest of the guys didn't stop talking to me. They always called me. Even when they came to Cali they came to visit me, of course without Marshall. But I'm glad they didn't treat me in a bad way.
Having that metal breakdown was the worst thing to me that happened. I got to the point where I stood for over one months in the hospital because I didn't eat I got really skinny. Getting skinnier then I'm already am was the worst thing. I couldn't walk normally, my mother helped me always when I had to shower and to walk. I guess love can really kill someone.
Talking about my mother, she hates Marshall. After I left Marshall's house I went directly to her and we left immediately to La.
Of course I didn't told her what happened but after she saw that I wasn't eating, I got skinnier then I'll sleep maybe one or two hours she started to ask questions. I didn't really want to tell her everything but she wanted to. So when I told her, she was really disappointed but also very mad on him.
Now that I'm here makes me really proud of myself. Because I almost gave up life because of him. That's how much I loved him and he just broke me. Knowing that he's somewhere here makes me nervous. I don't want to see his face or to even be near him. I almost died because of the shit he did, and I don't know if I'm ready to ever forgive him for what I went through because of him.
I changed my outfit, because now I have to perform.
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After I got better I wrote a new song. The song names is "Young and Beautiful". I got this idea for this song from all this stuff that happened between Marshall and I. As I was fighting with my life I really kept asking myself. What would happen if Marshall and I would get old together. Would he still love me if I'm not that young anymore and beautiful? Would he cheat on me while I'm pregnant with his children? Or would he still likes my body after I gave birth to his children?
Kinda dumb stuff I was thinking. Because I really wished that we could be together and have the family we talked about. But I guess he didn't felt that way. So this song is going to definitely mess with me tonight. But it's my new song and the audience asked for.
