Meant to be.

Cuddles

Arizona's POV

"Richard!" I yell storming into his office, I know it's not his fault but I can't control my anger of how they are treating my baby,
"Arizona whats wrong, where's Meredith?" He asks, "oh Addie what wrong, Arizona what's going on?" He asks concerned as Addie enters the room crying
"He...he.. Derek my baby" Addison cries,
"Shh, honey it's ok sit down." I coo leading Addie to a chair, before looking up at a very concerned Richard
"Derek is a f*cking asshole and has had Meredith committed to the psych ward against her will, where the assholes up there are keeping her on a 72hr hold and the homophobic doctor won't let me and Addie in to see her," I explain, feeling my anger start to turn to sadness as I sit down as well,
"Please Richard you need to help us, Meredith is so scared up there, and they won't let us see her. She is hurting and struggling but she doesn't need to be there." I say as I feel tears start to fall,

"Oh Addie, Arizona I am so sorry, I'll fix this come on" Richard said standing up at his desk, I knew he would fix it, Meredith is like a daughter to him, he would never want to see her hurt.

It doesn't take Richard long to get us into Meredith's room, where she is still sleeping.

Addie has stopped crying by this point as have I, our focus now on our baby in front of us.

Addison's POV

As I see Meredith laying there, her arms and legs still restrained to the bed, my heart breaks
I quickly walk over crying as I see the the marks the restrains have left on her body, my previous baby has been restrained with multiple full body restrains stopping her from moving at all,
"Mer baby, it's ok we are here now," I say, gently starting to remove the restrains, she doesn't need them she didn't a danger to anyone
Arizona sits next to the bed holding Meredith's hand once I free it,
Once I've finished removing everything, I pull the blanket up from Meredith's feet tucking her in, she looks tiny underneath the blanket as she sits there,

Eventually I notice her start to stir,

Meredith's POV

I start to wake up and I feel disoriented, where am I, then I remember, I remember Derek bringing me here, I remember seeing Addie and Arizona but them walking away, I knew I was too much of a burden, I remember the nurses restraining me to the bed as I screamed and cried, wanting Addie and Zona, I know I'm a burden and they don't want to see me but I felt loved around them, as I move I notice I'm no longer restrained, I open my eyes and they are there Addie and Zona are here, Arizona is holding my hand but I jerk it back, no they walked away from me, I wanted them but they wouldn't come in they left me just like Derek
"Mer baby, it's ok, we are here" Addison coos jumping to my side as I start to cry
"No. No you didn't come in, I'm such a burden you left me" I cry, I know it's pathetic but I can't help it,
"Oh baby girl no, baby, they wouldn't let us in, we wanted to be here with you, baby girl you are not a burden" Addie says gently pushing the hair off my face, but I don't know if I believe her,
"Bug please, let yourself go, Addie here, I'm right here." Addison coos, and I can't stop myself from crying, my whole body shaking,

Addison's POV

Oh my poor baby, she though oh god no, I can see her fighting her regression,
"Bug please I'm right here," I say, moving closer to her, she's crying so hard her little body is shaking,
I can't stand it, I scoop her up, sitting her on my lap
"Bug please, it's ok, Zona and I have you." I coo and Arizona stands beside me gently running her fingers through Meredith's hair,
Eventually I feel Meredith soften in my arms and her eyes change, finally she's let herself slip, she's still crying her body shaking but she's let herself go, I try to soothe her gently running my finger along her back, and singing softly, but nothings working her little body shaking as she sobs into me. Suddenly she starts pawing at me top,
"Addie she wants skin to skin contact," Arizona says, looking at me, "Addie I think she's regressed even more than normal, look her mannerisms everything I don't think her headspace right now is even a year old," Arizona continues, pulling Meredith's hair out of her face,
She right as I look at Meredith I can see she's barley even there, her cries taking over he whole body,
I carefully remove my top, not caring if anyone sees me through the window, but Ari's already got it covered pulling the blinded shut,
I discard my top before gently pulling Meredith's over her head.
I have to stop myself from gasping as I see her poor little frame, it's clear she hasn't been eating again and her skin is covered in cuts, my poor baby.
I pull her close to me her face resting on my collarbone as I gently rock her back and forth, slowly her sobs slow into whimpers as she curls into me,
I sigh, I hate seeing my baby in so much pain, then I feel Meredith moving, I don't stop her wanting to let her feel free, the restrains would have triggered her big time.
I watch as she moves her head bringing her mouth down to my nipple, where she starts sucking,
It feels weird as first but I don't stop her, knowing it's soothing her as her body stills her eyes growing heavy,
I look over to Arizona who has just been standing there, I can see her fidgeting with her fingers as she stands there,
"Pumpkin come sit with us, it's ok she's going to be ok." I coo reaching out my free hand to Zona,
Ari joins us on the bed resting her head on my shoulder as I see her relax
"Thank you Addie." She says, I use my free hand to run my fingers through her hair, smiling as she starts to relax,

Authors Note

Hope you enjoyed, finally some peace for our lovely little family