𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐬

Chapter 70

"I am aware of the witch's whereabouts but whilst I am confident she won't stand a chance against us, I can't help but feel uneasy." Gaia stated, running her fingers through her hair as she let out a long sigh.

Weiss furrowed her brows, confused at the demigoddess' statement, "What do you mean? What's there to feel uneasy about?"

Finally! Something this dramatic queen and I can get along with! Psh, imagine a fucking half deity scared of some weak ass witch? What the fuck was even that? Gaia was more of a coward than I thought.. though I guess it's not too bad. If she's that much of a fucking pussy, it'll be easier for me to take back the control in the bedroom.. oh what I'd do to her, all the positions, all the sucking, fuck, especially her breasts, those big ass tits that I wouldn't mind sucking whilst I finger her hard and deep, sending her to heaven myself... Damn, it's hard to believe I let this coward dominate me in the first place! Like me? The princess of a fucking kingdom, the woman with multiple women at her feet? What a fucking joke! I'm powerful, I'm strong, and I'm fucking--

Crazy! I'm crazy.. why.. I don't even... I loved it every time Gaia took control! Why can't I understand that? Why can't you understand that? I've moved on from that part of my life... It's been so long since I stopped feeling that way, since I fully gave myself to Gaia and Mal, when I relinquished any bit of control that I had, and I loved it! I remembered every single second, every single minute... I don't want to go back, to how I felt before, to how arrogant I was, I don't want that! It's not me... That's not who I am, that's not who I will be! Fuck, Willow.. how far gone was I already? It hasn't even been a day yet...

What if.. what if I made a mistake?

There's no mistake, no. I kill Madrona, and that's it. What comes after, whether it's me or it's the other me, it doesn't matter, because Madrona won't be there to witness it.

But how about Weiss? Gaia? Mallory? Our friends?

Nothing else will matter. The queen's about to turn her back on me, she won't forgive me after the crime I've committed against her kingdom, against our family. The demigoddess had always abandoned me from the beginning, likewise, the succubus had always mistreated me from the beginning, what's so wrong about inflicting the same amount of pain and torture that they gave me, that they gave you, that they gave us? My friends, our friends? Do they even matter? They're just there for the sake of appearances, to maintain the peace between the kinds and the kingdoms, otherwise, they wouldn't even look my way, our way.

Let's be real, Willow. These thoughts, whether it's the dark magic or not, it's you, it's us, it's all Willow Hudson, princess of the kingdom of witches and wizards.

Just accept the fact that I've grown stronger, better, and more powerful now. Accept that fact earlier, and we won't be crazy anymore... These conflicting thoughts won't happen anymore. Let the dark magic do its work, let it flow, let it course through our veins, let me in, let us be one.. and everything will finally make sense.

These thoughts... I won't be able to distinguish between them soon. I'm not sure if I want that to happen.. but I guess, these were the consequences of my actions. I knew everything that would happen, I predicted them correctly and here I was, fighting in my own mind.. with myself who's slowly beginning to change so soon... I never should've underestimated dark magic, but I was already at a point where turning back was impossible... I had no choice but to see this through.

Fuck, I-I... I'm sorry, but killing Madrona.. has clouded my life, my vision, and perhaps my future. A lot may be changing, but one thing will never change, and that's Madrona's blood on my hands. I just.. hoped this wouldn't break me too soon.

What the fuck was I even thinking? I can't wait to get that bitch's blood on my fucking hands, oh how I'd love to see her cry, hear her beg for mercy, and slice through her limbs! Fuck, the mere thought of it makes me so fucking giddy! I can't wait, I just cannot fucking wait! I'll kill that bitch, I'll kill her, I'll kill her! I'd do it with a smile too, I'll kill her!