𝐓𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 | 𝑺.𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒛𝒖𝒈𝒂𝒘𝒂

𝟓𝟏 | 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬

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TWO MONTHS LATER ~ AT THE WIND ESTATE

"What you thinking about?"

His fingers drift through my disheveled locks while laying on his side, finding his own shaggy bed hair hung over his tired gaze. The early morning sunlight peaks through the cracks and crevices of the windows, while I slowly was waking up. The way his his bare body flushed against my own naked flesh, made me feel more confident by each night with how I saw myself. His way of checking in, seen I dwelled more in my thoughts than venting to him.

"Just...........about you," I murmur softly, giving him my best smile.

He shifts abit to tower me a little, "Now we both know, that's bullshit........" He scoffs, before leaning down feeling his lips capture mine tenderly and softly. My eyes flutter closed before responding to his lips, my fingers drifting up his neck to his hair. He pulls away briefly for a moment for air as his lips gingerly graze mine, "........whatever it is, let me distract you for a bit......I promise I'll make you feel good," he assures me, in a husky voice.

He was right, I was concerned about Kaito since Rengoku passed away. I didn't want to selfishly focus on my needs, worrying any happy or peaceful moment I had would deem not appropriate or necessary. 

My breath grew heavy gazing up into his loving and lustful eyes, "But.....what about Kaito, he's--"

He cuts me off with a swift kiss with his body straddling mine, "He's on a mission right now, the kid needs to learn to get back up and push through it," He assures me softly, his thumb tracing my collarbone where a few scars were marred on my flesh. "He's a tough kid, and you mother him............but it's so adorable when you do go into parent mode...."

My cheeks flush in response, "Well, I just.........he's my student, I still want to treat him like an equal regardless of our titles......."

Lowering his head down his nose traces along my cheekbone, peppering small gentle kisses along my jawline and earlobe and nibbles lightly. His hands trace down my body when I gasp out in response, when his thumb brushes across my care breast that felt sensitive. His lips trace down my neck towards my pulse point, as a whimper leaves me when he sucks on my flesh. He pulls away to level his eyes with mine, "I understand.......I'm just teasing love," he kisses my eyelids, before tracing his lips to my cheek and then my lips before brushing my hair away from my eyes to focus on him. "Now......I wish to show you how much I appreciate you, and please tell me if you feel uncomfortable? 'kay?"

My body felt like it was on fire beneath his eyes, especially when he's mellowed down and relaxed which was rare from him. It made me giddy, and lightheaded from the way he holds and touches me with my consent first.

Nodding, "'Kay," with a tired whisper.

He smiles and leans his head closer with his warm breath coaxing my cheek, "That's my girl, just relax........" his lips graze my cheek, before he presses gentle kisses from my jaw. His tongue and lips graze my flesh, while my fingers trace his shoulders and then his neck.

He presses open-mouthed kisses against my flesh down the juncture of my shoulder, before his teeth nibble and pinch my warm flesh. Soft mewls and breathy moans leave me, as he pushes the blankets away from my body. His kisses covers every scar that was marred on my flesh, "Beautiful...........such a thick goddess in my grasp...." his fingers dig into my hips, leaving dents in my plush flesh. His breath grew ragged, yet steady being more in control. 

He continues to worship my body while I lay beneath him, with his heat radiating off his skin while I absorb his warmth. His hands drift to my thighs pushing them apart to rest around his hips, securing me in a comfortable spot.