Her Dangerous Obsession

Chap 38 - A Glimpse of Madness

Anaisha’s POV

I was still hugging Adhrit from back, and my grip on him was still as tight as it was before.

My lips were still placed on his neck, and his natural scent was literally making me go totally crazy.

He always had this impact on me. Only his presence was enough to knock all of my senses out of my mind.

I know that, whatever I had just told him had made him beyond astonished, and now, he might be questioning his own will and desires.

I still remember the emotions of heartbreak and betrayal on his face that day, when he confessed his feelings to me, and his confession, that was not less than a blessing to my ears.

His confession, when he finally admitted in front of me, that he had started developing feelings for me… and do feelings die so easily? The answer is definitely no. And if the person is like my love, my life, my dear husband Adhrit, then the answer is definitely a very big no.

Although, I don’t like middle-class people, but I know very well, that these middle-class people are very emotional, and they get carried away by their emotions very quickly. And Adhrit is definitely not at all different from them.

In all the time that I have known Adhrit, I have come to know this very well — that I was the first girl in Adhrit’s life, who have come so close to him.

And a boy like Adhrit will never be able to remove the feelings from his heart so easily for that girl, who is the first in his life, for whom, he has felt something. And that’s a plus point for me.

If Adhrit’s feelings buried deep inside his heart overpower him, who knows, he himself will forget everything, and be ready to live happily with me. And even if nothing like this happens, now he is mine, he has become my husband now, and what marriage means in middle-class families is something, that I don’t even need to talk about.

Adhrit and I, we both have gotten married with all the rituals, because of which, he will have to live with me, even if he doesn’t want to.

It’s clearly a win-win situation for me, from both the sides.

My happiness is just beyond the limits, because I now have the love of my life standing in front of me, in my arms, and that too, as my husband.

I started tracing my lips along his neckline, and damn, his sweet manly scent was making me think sinful thoughts. My mind painted pictures of him finally yielding to me, of his lips trembling under mine, of his body finally melting into my arms without resistance.

Sometimes I wonder — do people call this madness? If yes, then I am proud of being mad — mad for him, only for him. Because madness for love is not madness at all in my vision, it’s devotion. And my devotion belongs only to him.

The thought of waking up every morning with Adhrit by my side, of hearing his voice the first thing, after opening my eyes, of claiming every breath of his — it drives me insane with happiness.

I wasn’t this shameless ever, but his presence is just enough for me to lose all my control, my sanity at once. Because whenever he is in front of me, I get so lost in him, I almost forget everything else around me.

Or if to be said more clearly or precisely, then his presence is so attractive that, whenever he is in front of me, at that time, my mind can’t think about anything else, because I gets totally consumed with his thoughts only.

I could feel him shiver a little at the contact of my lips on his bare skin.

Oh my sweet innocent love, how innocent you actually are, to even shiver at just a minute lip contact with skin.