1: Friends Before Fame. (William Singe)

Chapter 45

***WILLIAM'S P.O.V***

I went and had dinner then helped with some cleaning up afterwards then went back upstairs and reconnected the chat with Shona. We weren't talking all that much but we were both writing something for each other. I stopped myself from writing anymore when the it was nearly a one and a half pages long. I put it into my bag now so that I wouldn't forget to pick it up tomorrow morning before school. We stayed connected with the Skype chat until 10:30 because I would feel bad if I was the blame for her being tired and not focusing tomorrow at school.

★★★ THE NEXT MORNING ★★★

I woke up to my sister comeing in and waking me up because mum and dad were at work early today. Damn, meaning I needed to take her to school. I told her to be ready pretty early because I was going to drop her off at school first and then go back and get Shona. She complained at first then she gave in after I told her it was either that or she catches the bus, and she hates catching the bus.

I took Ash to school early then went and waited for Shona to come out to me and I was kinda early so I figured that it could be kinda weird. She came out about 5 minutes later and we got into the car and started heading towards school. We got there and I walked her to her first class then headed to mine. We texted through first and second class and then we met up outside of the cafeteria before heading out to the oval with the others. We sat in what we called our special spot and we just sat together with my arms around her and her head on my chest. We were talking about nothing really important, and then I remembered about the note/letter thing I wrote for her and I wanted to watch her reaction when she read it.

'Here's that letter beautiful.' I said as I put into her lap.

'Ohh I have that thing for you too.' She said as she got some paper from her bag.

'Read mine now and I'll read yours now too?' I suggested.

'Sure, if you want.' She responded.

I nodded my head and opened her letter/note and it read.....

Dear William,

This is my first shot at writing one of these so please don't judge.

William, I can't believe anything that's happened in the past week, it's been unbelievable. I never would have thought that any of this would have happened. I can't explain how special you make me feel, like just yesterday, at that park thing near the hospital, when you kissed me, our first kiss as a couple and my first ever kiss. I'm so happy that I got to share my first kiss with someone as amazing as you.

Will, I don't know if this is normal or not but when you do the slightest things I get butterflies in my stomach. You know little things, when you call me beautiful or gorgeous, or when you hold my hand or walk me to class. I know, its weird but that's just how I am I guess.

The first time we spoke, I don't know if you could tell, but geez I was hella nervous. I mean, a girl like me talking to a guy like you, you know how in movies how the popular guy talks to the quiet not so popular girl, that's what it was like to me and I honestly didn't mean it in a bad way, just an example.

I love how we can talk with each other like we've known each other for years and we've only been talking for like a week. I love how you asked me to sign up for the talent competition with you and we both made it through, how great would it be if we both won, (A/N There's going to be a male and female winner for the talent competition guys) just think William, if it happens its going to be all because of you. I love how we can be ourselves and be silly with each other and we wont judge each other. I love how you wanted to see the sick kids with me yesterday at the hospital. I love the fact that the kids love you so much already and are so attached. I love how you're so layed back and easy to talk to when most of the popular boys aren't. I love that you're different from most other popular boys in a good way. I love that you are willing to help with the sick kids too. I am shocked at the fact that I'm doing something right now that I never could have imagined, being here with you, letting you know exactly how I feel and me not being scared to let it spill out all over this page, I honestly still can't believe it's happening. I know, I know, that's a long list of things but I can't put the rest into words even if I tried my hardest to.

William, the last thing I want you to know is that I'm really thankful for you choosing me out of all the other girls you could choose from to be you're girlfriend. I mean it's still unbelievable for me to hear myself say, 'my first ever boyfriend is William Singe.' I mean that in a good way too because I honestly can think of a bad thing to say about you. You're an amazing guy William, but an even better first boyfriend.

<3 Shona.

She had drew a picture of me and it looked similar to the one that she drew of me the other day while we were skyping. I looked at her and smiled unsure of how she had reacted to my letter but I looked at her and she hadn't even opened it yet.

'That was beautiful Shona, just like you.' I told her and kissed her cheek. 'Now tell me, what's wrong?' I said as I looked at her then down at my unopened letter.

'I'm scared.' She answered quietly.

'What are you scared of beautiful?' I asked as I put my arms around her to try and comfort her.

'Please don't take this the wrong way William.' She informed me.

'I won't, just please just tell me what's wrong.' I pleaded.

'I'm scared to read this because I know most of it won't be true, like I mean, the stuff about how perfect you think I am wont be true to me. If you wrote about how you feel towards me it might be true, I'm just.....I don't know, I'm sorry Will.' She replied quietly and looking in the other direction, clearly not wanting me to hear what she said.

'Shona. Please look at me.' I asked her and she unwillingly looked at me.

'Look, Shona, I want you to hear this and I really want you to understand.' I sighed, why could she not see what was so obvious to me, that she was beautiful and she was perfect to me no matter what.

'Shona, I know that you're scared, and I know that you were nervous when I was reading you're letter to me. Now, when you wrote about some things you said you loved about me, some of the things you said are noticeable to you, but I can't clearly see them. Its going to be the same with my letter, I've written some things that stand out to me but may not be noticeable by you. That's why we are all entitled to our own opinions on things, and noone has to agree on one thing, meaning we can have different opinions its not gonna matter, okay?' I asked and she nodded her head yes.

'So basically, you're letter was you're emotions and feelings towards me on a page. That is exactly what is on my letter, but about you not me cause that would be abit weird.' I laughed slightly and she giggled.

'So, I read you're letter and I now know you're feelings and emotions towards me at this stage. Right now, you don't really know about my feelings and emotions towards you, because you haven't read the letter. So beautiful, tell me, have I done enough convincing, to make you want to read the letter now?' I asked hopefully.

'Yes, it is enough convincing. That convincing was what I needed to make me want to read the letter. Thanks for doing that for me William.' She thanked me and kissed my cheek.

'No problem beautiful, no problem at all.' I responded and with that she opened the letter with my arms around her and started reading exactly how I feel about her, and I hope she didn't take any of it the wrong way.......

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Hey guys,

Only update until after school. I might get into trouble after school though because our grades are coming in the mail and I failed two classes so I might get my phone taken off me at school. So if I don't update tonight then that's what happened and Im sorry if that does happen but I failed because of the teachers, nearly the whole class failed so it wasn't just me. I got an A for English though, yay!! Hope you enjoyed this chapter though, please vote, comment, fan/follow and share!!

Amy.

P.S Chapter deticated to Leexi_ and cheerfactor182814 go read their story's guys they're amazing!!