Worth the Shot - JENLISA collection

friendship goals (t) - 2

"Oh my fucking God I'm gonna kill her," gigil na sabi ko habang naglalakad pabalik-balik.

"Girl, ikalma mo," awat sakin ni Rosé, ni hindi ko malaman kung natatawa o naaawa siya sakin.

I glared at her. "Sana's setting Lisa up with her ex. Her. Ex." I emphasized.

"Oh bakit sakin ka nagagalit ngayon?" pagtataray niya pabalik, taas kilay.

I sighed, feeling guilty. "Sorry. I'm just... fucked. Sobra." I looked down, feeling so pathetic.

"Yup, you are."

Aray ko naman. Minsan talaga may sa demonyita tong si Rosé.

I raised my gaze to look at her once more, "Why did you tell me this?"

Hindi ko rin kasi maintindihan bakit binanggit pa niyang nag set ng date si Sana sa kapatid ni Miyeon, at dinamay pa sila ni Lisa para double date.

"Like what's your motive?" dagdag ko pang tanong. "Did you know? Did Lisa tell you anything?"

She rolled her shoulders before lazily slumping on my couch. "Wala, it's just because I'm concerned kaya sinasabi ko sayo before it's too late."

I frowned. "Did Lisa tell you anything?" ulit ko.

"Jen, you guys are my bestfriends. Lisa's my bestest friend. Kilala ko siya kahit hindi niya aminin. She's not avoiding our group hangouts for nothing and you're definitely not looking at the door, expecting her to come, for nothing."

Teacher ba to o manghuhula? Jusko bakit niya alam kung gaano ko ka pathetic?

"Ilang linggo na kaming hindi nag-uusap," pag-amin ko.

"Ginusto niyo yan pareho," she shrugs. "I'm so tired of seeing you pretend you're okay."

"Kaya binabaliw mo ko ngayon?"

Natawa siya. "Kumilos ka na kasing gaga ka."

"I can't," iling ko.

Rosé just sighed, surrendering. "Okay, fine. Just let me know if you need someone to talk to."

"Thanks, Rosie. I already feel lighter now that you know..." nahihiyang sabi ko.

Ngumiti lang siya at niyakap ako, as if telling me that everything will be okay.

But for now, it isn't. Lisa's been avoiding me. And even when she joins our group, she ignores me.

"Mall tayo bukas. Samahan natin si Jisoo mamili ng furnitures," suggestion ni Rosé since bumili ng bagong condo si Jisoo.

Napareact si Jisoo. "Shopping?! Furnitures?"

Napansin kong napailing si Lisa, natatawa.

"Kailangan mo ng furnitures! Anong balak mo? Kumain sa lapag?" Bambam looked at her accusingly.

Lisa smirked. Di ko lang maiwasang pansinin ang bawat kilos niya sa gilid ng mga mata ko. I haven't seen her for weeks and now finally, Rosie managed to convince her to come.

"Okay, fine. Isang oras lang."

Kinuha ko yung gunting at mga papel na dala ni Rosé. Ang gaga, she brought her teaching materials para matulungan daw namin siya habang nagchichikahan.

Parang ako lang naman ang tumutulong.

"Isang oras amputa," reklamo ni Sana. "Mabilisang pilian ka na naman sa mall!"

"Decisive lang," Jisoo shrugs. "So ano? Mga after lunch?"

"Morning lang ako pwede," sabat ni Lisa, nakacrosslegs sa couch.