mission 42

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Kevin POV:

"i don't love you, i just used you"

"i don't love you"

"i don't love you"

Fuck! fuck! fuck! she don't love me? shit!! i don't believe on that, i know she have reason but shit! why? why do i feel defeated? no matter how much i convince myself that she telling a lie, no matter how much ignore the thought of being betray, i always end up wondering how fool i am for not noticing it. I feel really stupid for allowing myself to love her that i know from the start it will end up into this situation. I really hate this! and i really hate myself because despite of what she did i'm still hoping that one day she'll tell me the real reason, i'm still wishing that one day we'll be together again and the thing i really hate the most is the feeling i have for her because no matter how many times she break my heart at the end i'm still willing to forgive her because despite of everything i still love her just like before.

"what's the matter?"- tiningnan ko ang taong nagsalita at nakita ko sa alexa na nakatayo sa tabi ko.

" oh! i see, nagpapakalasing ka to forget the pain, i am right?"- she smirked.

"well, if i were you, i will just forget her because the next revelation will truly break your heart"

" what do you mean by that?"- i asked confusedly.

"why don't you find it by yourself?"- she said and sat beside me. I look straight at her eyes. There are things that i can read from her expression. It seems like she's telling me that...

" beside, you're also invited"- she added and left me dumfounded. Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga pinagsasabi niya at wala Akong balak intindihin yon. Nagpatuloy ako sa pag inom dahil sa ngayon Ito lang ang pwedi Kong gawin Para kahit isang sigundo lang ay makalimutan ko man lang ang mga nangyari ngayong araw.

Alexa POV:

The world is full of lies. The only thing to do is also to create lies because life is full of mystery. You must always prepare yourself for the possible consequences, you should always make some plan for yourself. Life is a game where we are the player of our own life, if you're not aware of that then you'll lose.

"tsk! no matter how strong or brave you are. At the end you will always become wuss because you let yourself to fall in love"- i whisper.

" hey alex"- liningon ko ang kararating lang na si trisha.

"what happened?"- i asked as she sat beside me. Nasa bahay na ako kung iniisip niyong nasa bar pa ako pwes nagkakamali kayo.

" ah!! nothing, just have some arguement with the twins"

"i see, so what's new?"- i ask. Ngumisi siya bago sinagot ang tanong ko.

" nothing change, the plan is still the same"- wika nito bago isinandal ang ulo niya.

"i wonder what will be their reaction when they found out that you are a traitor"- ngumiti ito habang nakapikit pa din ang kanyang mga mata.

" masyado kasi silang madaling lokohin"- wika nito. Maya maya lang ay umayos Ito ng upo bago tumungin sakin.

"By the way, have you visited Katrina? she's in sorrow right now"- she's concern huh? Tsk! Stupid pretender!

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